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East of Eden

East of EdenEast of Eden by John Steinbeck

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

First, I really don’t add book reviews on my blog very often anymore. But I wanted to share this one, plus it let me test out the ability to link from Goodreads…

I need to find a different way to use these stars. I give lots of books 5 stars because I really enjoyed them, but there’s another category I need for books that I enjoy AND they’re beautifully written.

This book goes into that special category.

I’m really a sucker for great writing. I doubt if this sort of book would even have a chance of being published today, which is a sad commentary in itself. The thing is, it doesn’t move along quickly, and rivet the reader to the page. Instead, it’s a meander through the deep and hidden places in the lives and hearts of interconnected people. It’s not written to be a book you pick up and read straight through, but a book you pick up and read for a while, then set it down and absorb it before picking it up again. The images and thoughts drift around the corners of your brain and give you cause for all sorts of new thinking.

I really enjoyed it. Really. Really. Enjoyed it.

There were surely some slow parts to the story, but even in the slow parts, the characters are so rich and deep…

Also fun was the detailed description of life, technology, and culture of nearly 100 years ago. Rich detail on buggies, automobiles, homes, the land…

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Book Review – Travels with Charlie

Travels with Charlie
by John Steinbeck
Author’s website

I’m sure I read Grapes of Wrath in high school, but haven’t read anything by Steinbeck since. I remember liking Grapes of Wrath, but it didn’t leave a deep impression on me. I’m guessing I stormed through the book just to get through it, and didn’t take the time to let it work its way into me.

I say this because in reading Travels with Charlie, I found many sections that I needed to read through quickly because they weren’t speaking to me or holding my attention, but other sections that were pretty dense. With this in mind, I’m guessing his other writing is full of the dense stuff.

This is a fairly short read that chronicles a trip across the country Steinbeck took in a camper in the early 60’s. Some good stuff, and a few dense parts, but generally just an OK read.

I picked it up because I’m in the midst of writing about a cross-country trip myself – one I took on my bicycle – and I thought I might pick up some good ideas on style and voice from a master like Steinbeck. I did that for sure, and while I was a bit disappointed in the book as a whole, reading it kindled in me a desire to read more Steinbeck. I think I’ll pick up East of Eden and read that soon.

Anybody suggest a different Steinbeck novel as a “first”? (I’m ignoring my early reading of Grapes of Wrath, since I must have slept through it…)

Seattle Post Intelligencer Review of Peace at the Edge of Uncertainty

The Seattle PI  published a review of Peace at the Edge of Uncertainty. Kind words that I’m grateful for. Text below:

In a time of unrest and world troubles, spirituality begins to eke back in the mainstream of society. Looking for the ever-elusive answers, many search for the process of belief.

Among this trouble and turmoil, Neil Hanson has brought forth an in-depth work of his own experiences, both as a young man and later as a grieving son. In Peace at the Edge of Uncertainty, we follow the ever-expanding view and belief of Hanson as he puts his thoughts and feelings on paper in the form of a letter to his departed father.

His story is written with emotion and feeling. His emotions show through, and whether they are his anger or his hope he shares them with the reader. He does not hide or try to belittle the mistakes he has made on his journey; he just states them as they are.

He does a brilliant job of allowing his emotion to show through, and yet he does not push his belief as the only answer. He shares his experiences of a possible after death experience: one that happened in a wrestling tournament when he was young and knocked unconscious. Even knowing at that time that something extraordinary has happened, he is not ready to believe or to share his experience.

It was only as he sits with his father as his life slowly slid away and watches the finality of the process that he is again offered a glimpse of that certain something the many often search for throughout their lives.

If you are a believer in a higher being, regardless of religious belief, or even a non-believer, you will find the poignancy of the story both sad and yet interesting. The beauty of the words adds a bit of poetry and harmony.

Through it all Hanson makes no excuses; he highlights his selfishness and thoughtlessness, as well as the beauty and wonder. I enjoyed the text in the form of a letter, although at times, I could not find the letter itself, and it read more like the passage of a self-expose.

If you are at all interested in spirituality or just wonder about the beauty of the universe, this would be a wonderful book for you. It is short and compact but carries hope and joy, along with a different way to look at life. In Hanson’s uncertainty, there is a form of verse and beauty: a certain creativity and sensitivity that guide you through the life of the author.

This would be a great book for a book club, a chance to talk about beliefs and thoughts. It would be a chance to air perceptions and interests, and lend credibility to both sides of the conversation.

Leslie Wright Review of Peace at the Edge of Uncertainty

Leslie Wright has published a new review of Peace at the Edge of Uncertainty. You can read the review here. Very kind words that I truly appreciate.

Book Review – The Road To Vengeance

The Road to Vengeance – The Strongbow Sage, Book 3
by Judson Roberts
Author’s website

I couldn’t help myself. After finishing book 2 in this series, I had to pick this one up fairly quickly. The story is just that well told – you don’t want them to end.

Here’s the publisher (or publicist) description:

Halfdan Hroriksson is on the hunt.
 
Determined to find and fight his brother’s killer, Halfdan knows he must first gain experience as a Viking warrior. He’s been lucky so far. He gained passage on a ship and is quietly learning the strategies of war and conquest from the hardy crew. Now, with a prisoner in tow—the daughter of a wealthy aristocrat—Halfdan is finally starting to earn some respect, and a name for himself.
 
But he is not looking for praise. Halfdan is only biding his time, gaining strength and skill for his ultimate quest. Time and again he proves himself on the battlefield, using clever strategy and an uncanny talent with a bow and arrow. Halfdan is growing as a warrior, but will this be enough to beat a savage murderer?
 
Through epic battle scenes and intimate power struggles, Judson Roberts brings the Viking world to pulsing life in this next chapter of the Strongbow Saga.
 

I’ve raved about this series in two other reviews of them I did. If you’re the parent of a teenage boy, I’d highly recommend you pick these up and leave them around where he might pick them up. If you’re a male that once was a teenage boy, and still enjoy adventure stories – especially if you also like historical fiction – you should pick these up.

I will say I think the ending of this one wasn’t as well done as the ending of the last one. His next one will be published independently himself, and I’m looking forward to getting hold of it when it’s out.

Book Review – Empire of the Summer Moon

Empire of the Summer Moon: Quanah Parker and the Rise and Fall of the Comanches, the Most Powerful Indian Tribe in American History
by S.C.Gwynne
Author’s website

I picked this up expecting a slog through a dry history book. However, for some reason I’m greatly attracted to the history, culture, and story of the Comanche people, so I was willing to put up with the slog.

To my surprise and delight, this book is neither a slog or a dry history book. The author does a tremendous job of telling the history of a people (as best we can know it) in a way that’s engaging and entertaining. The detail and thoroughness is truly impressive.

The only ding I would give it is the clear “European centric” viewpoint of the author. His words, phrasing, and context tell the story from the perspective of “true civilization” – the way we white’s wanted it to be. In his defense, he’s extremely fair in describing the events in a way that’s even-handed and exposes bias, prejudice, cruelty, and injustice on both sides. However, it’s always from that “white-centric” perspective.

It may be that in his shoes, this is the most fair way to tell the story. He does appear, after all, to be white of European descent, so telling the story from another perspective might be a bit disingenuous. However, I did find it a bit off-putting on occasion.

Book Review – Dragons From The Sea

Dragons from the Sea – The Strongbow Sage, Book 2
by Judson Roberts
Author’s website

I read the first of these recently, and really enjoyed it. I believe these are actually classified as books for teens or older teens – clearly targeted at boys and young men. The last time I fell into one of those categories, the Beetles were still together…

Nonetheless, I really like these books.

Here’s what his publisher or publicist writes about the books:

In Dragons from the Sea, book two of the Strongbow Saga, Halfdan Hroriksson has escaped—for now—the enemies who murdered his brother and seek to kill him, too. Determined to avenge his brother’s death, Halfdan knows he must first gain experience as a warrior. He joins a Danish army gathering for an invasion of Western Frankia, for among its fierce chieftains and seasoned warriors he may find the allies he needs. But first he must prove his own worth in battle, and more importantly, he must survive, for he will face dangers not only from the Frankish enemy, but also from hidden foes within the ranks of the Danes. The Strongbow Saga is an epic tale of one man’s unstoppable quest for justice and vengeance that carries him across the 9th century world of the Vikings. This new edition of book two of the series contains maps showing Halfdan’s travels in this installment of the story, plus the route of the Viking fleet that invaded Frankia in 845 A.D.

 

This is a book I was wishing wouldn’t end so quickly. The storytelling is outstanding, even if the character development is a bit simple. But again, these books are written for young men / teenagers – I’m not sure they’d appeal to that group as much if the author got into more complex character development.

In talking to Peggy about this book, (who often gets asked for recommendations as she’s blissfully librarianing away), and told her I thought this (and the series) would be one to recommend right alongside “The Three Musketeers” by Dumas.

Now, for the other stuff.

I understand that Judson Roberts has struck out on his own, leaving the publishing company who published his first 3 books. He is preparing to publish his fourth book on his own. I LOVE to see authors doing this – especially authors like Roberts who are good and proven writers. I’d like to encourage readers to support these literary entrepreneurs, who are the equivalent of a small business-person trying to eek out a living among multinational giants.

I loved the first 2 books, and have started the third. If you like adventure stories, pick these up and read them, and then find ways to stay connected to Roberts as he rolls out his next in the series – his first as an independent.

Book Review – The Great Gatsby

The Great Gatsby
by F. Scott Fitzgerald
Author’s website

Not sure how I missed reading this classic in high school, but I must have, because I remember nothing about it. It’s pretty common fare for high school literature classes, and I think my kids have all read it.

Here’s the Amazon description of the book:

“In 1922, F. Scott Fitzgerald announced his decision to write “something new–something extraordinary and beautiful and simple + intricately patterned.” That extraordinary, beautiful, intricately patterned, and above all, simple novel became The Great Gatsby, arguably Fitzgerald’s finest work and certainly the book for which he is best known. A portrait of the Jazz Age in all of its decadence and excess, Gatsby captured the spirit of the author’s generation and earned itself a permanent place in American mythology. Self-made, self-invented millionaire Jay Gatsby embodies some of Fitzgerald’s–and his country’s–most abiding obsessions: money, ambition, greed, and the promise of new beginnings. “Gatsby believed in the green light, the orgiastic future that year by year recedes before us. It eluded us then, but that’s no matter–tomorrow we will run faster, stretch out our arms farther…. And one fine morning–” Gatsby’s rise to glory and eventual fall from grace becomes a kind of cautionary tale about the American Dream.

It’s also a love story, of sorts, the narrative of Gatsby’s quixotic passion for Daisy Buchanan. The pair meet five years before the novel begins, when Daisy is a legendary young Louisville beauty and Gatsby an impoverished officer. They fall in love, but while Gatsby serves overseas, Daisy marries the brutal, bullying, but extremely rich Tom Buchanan. After the war, Gatsby devotes himself blindly to the pursuit of wealth by whatever means–and to the pursuit of Daisy, which amounts to the same thing. “Her voice is full of money,” Gatsby says admiringly, in one of the novel’s more famous descriptions. His millions made, Gatsby buys a mansion across Long Island Sound from Daisy’s patrician East Egg address, throws lavish parties, and waits for her to appear. When she does, events unfold with all the tragic inevitability of a Greek drama, with detached, cynical neighbor Nick Carraway acting as chorus throughout. Spare, elegantly plotted, and written in crystalline prose, The Great Gatsby is as perfectly satisfying as the best kind of poem. –This text refers to an out of print or unavailable edition of this title.”

What a great story it is though. It reminded me of how “cheap” words have become in these days when we can all crank out so many of them on a keyboard at 100+ WPM. I’m as guilty as anyone else. As someone trying to build a living as a writer, it’s quite critical for me to get lots of “stuff” out there in the market. To publish lots of blog postings, and do lots of guest posts, and send out many emails.

But in the end, the written word suffers. In Fitzgerald’s writing, you can feel the depth of the prose, and understand clearly the care that went into the construction of each sentence. It was really a rich reading experience, and made me realize how “cheap” words have become today, and how rare it is to read something with the sort of richness you can find in an author from this era like Fitzgerald.

As enjoyable to me as the richness of the prose was the depth of the characters he built. This is one I listened to as an audio book, and Tim Robbins was the actor who read it. I suspect that some of that character depth may have been the really excellent job that Robbins did, but even accounting for that, I really enjoyed the characters. Gatsby especially was a character whom I could see and feel deeply as the story moved around him.

A bonus of this audio version was a series of letters Fitzgerald wrote in the years as he was trying to get Gatsby published – letters to his publisher and others. I think I enjoyed listening to these letters almost as much as to the story.

I will say that had I read this book in high school, I don’t think I would have gotten nearly as much out of it. My identification with and enjoyment of the characters could happen because life’s experiences have given me a deep pool from which to draw empathy, and my appreciation of the prose is enhanced in comparison to what I feel capable of as a writer.

Book Review – Corsair

Corsair – An Oregon Files Story
by Clive Cussler and Jack DuBrul
Author’s website

Another in the Oregon Files series, right out of the same mold that seems pretty successful for Cussler and DuBrul. While I like the characters, I’ve got to say I’m getting tired of the interjection of the authors’ politics into the characters. There’s no good reason I should object to this – it’s part of the character they’re creating. However, I do find it very objectionable.

I suppose it has to do mostly with the fact that the political bent that is represented is very different than the one my mind creates for the characters, and that creates dissonance for me as a reader. Just goes to demonstrate how much we invest of ourselves into the characters we create in our minds with the help of authors.

Here’s the author’s (or publicist’s) description of the book:

“When the U.S. secretary of state’s plane crashes while bringing her to a summit meeting in Libya, the CIA, distrusting the Libyans, hire Juan Cabrillo to search for her, and their misgivings are well founded. The crew locates the plane, but the secretary of state has vanished. It turns out Libya’s new foreign minister has other plans for the conference, plans that Cabrillo cannot let happen. But what does it all have to do with a two- hundred- year-old naval battle and the centuries-old Islamic scrolls that the Libyans seem so determined to find? The answers will lead him full circle into history, and into another pitched battle on the sea, this time against Islamic terrorists, and with the fate of nations resting on its outcome.”

 

I see I have one more of this series to read (actually listen to as it’s on my iPod). I’m guessing this next one will be the last of them I’ll read, just because of this dissonance between what I want the characters to be and what the author turns them into.

All that said, it’s an adventure story, and it’s written as a good and enjoyable adventure story. As Cussler books go, I prefer the Isaac Bell series, followed by the NUMA series. This one probably ranks pretty low in my ranking of his series.

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Book Review – Sex at Dawn

Sex at Dawn – The Prehistoric Origins of Modern Sexuality
by Christopher Ryan and Cacilda Jetha
Author’s website

This was really a fun book. While it certainly does hold true to it’s billing – talking about how our sexual behavior may have developed as we’ve evolved as a modern creature – it’s really about more than sex.

I suspect that if a reader has really rigid ideas about what human nature is, and how people can, do, and should relate to one another, they will be troubled by the book. The ideas in the book really did cause me to re-think quite a bit about what I thought was “general and accepted wisdom”.

Here’s the author’s (or publicist’s) description of the book:

“In the tradition of the best historical and scientific writing, SEX AT DAWN unapologetically upends unwarranted assumptions and unfounded conclusions while offering a revolutionary understanding of why we live and love as we do. A controversial, idea-driven book that challenges everything you know about sex, marriage, family, and society.”

The book uses our adaptations and development of sexual behavior to explore the notions of ownership and control in our modern cultures, and how this may differ dramatically from the deeper “human nature” that developed as we evolved. The book develops a heck of an interesting argument about the “nature of human nature” with regard to how we “own” and “hoard” assets, taking and controlling as much as we can.

We’ve taught ourselves for many generations that this is the nature of the human – to conquer, take, and control assets. Our stated sexual expectations reflect our insistence on making sex reflect these values of selfishness, even when the actual behavior of the vast majority of humans makes it clear that meeting these expectations is not part of the true nature we developed over our evolution prior to recent times.

But is this conquering, taking, and controlling really part of our most basic nature? The authors make a heck of an interesting argument that it’s only since the agricultural age began that we’ve developed these traits of ownership and control – that prior to this the bulk of the evidence suggests that we lived in very cooperative and egalitarian groups. They argue that the group survived and thrived because of this tendency to share openly and to help one-another. Hoarding and selfishness were likely among the worst of “sins” an individual could commit. The very antithesis of our values today.

Of course, the authors spend a great deal of time discussing how sex likely played a role in this sort of culture, and present some pretty convincing evidence to back up their ideas. But to me, the more important ideas were the more broad ideas about how cultures likely operated.

I’m no anthropologist, so maybe these ideas have been out there for a long time, and nobody has brought them into mainstream thinking. If so, what a shame that we continue to reinforce and convince ourselves that the selfish and warlike tendencies that get us into so much trouble are simply part of our “nature”, when there’s pretty convincing evidence that this simply isn’t the truth. By nature, we’re more likely to be very cooperative, selfless, and egalitarian. We’ve just done a great job of teaching ourselves to operate against our nature.

I’d really recommend this book. It’s not at all an “academic” book, and it reads quickly and easily. I can only imagine the changes we might be able to make within our culture if we were able to get folks to stop and think a bit about how we got to this selfish and warlike state that defines our “nature” today.

Book Review – Viking Warrior

Viking Warrior – The Strongbow Saga #1
by Judson Roberts
Author’s website

First and foremost, I really liked this story. I think the author does a really good job as a writer and storyteller, and it seems to be well-edited. I have already bought book 2 of the series, and downloaded it to my Kindle. For that, I give the book 4 stars – it meets my criteria as a book I really enjoy a lot.

Now for the disclaimers, and I’m going to do a little comparison here. I think this will be helpful to anyone who reads my reviews, and might also assuage those who are real fans of the “Cave Bear” series, which was a series I didn’t really enjoy.

This is clearly a book written for males, both adults and young adult. I unashamedly admit I’m a junkie for those sorts of adventure stories. I’m the guy folks write these sorts of stories for. In addition, I have a huge love of historical fiction. This book falls into both categories, so I’ll enjoy even mediocre writing.

That said, Mr. Roberts has clearly written a story that is well above mediocre. Like I said, it’s well-written, well-told, and well-edited. It’s the story of a young slave in Scandinavian culture of 1000 years ago, who rises to warrior status. It’s not overly graphic in its violence, and certainly not graphic sexually. I felt it did a really great job of painting a picture of Scandinavian culture of that era that Mr Roberts appears to have researched well, often dispelling popular myths about said culture. It’s right up the sweet spot of what I love to read about.

I want to use this as a point of comparison to the Cave Bear series that I struggled with. In my review of those books, I admitted that I was probably not the audience – the author seemed to be aiming at women, and in particular adolescent girls. If someone were addicted to genres that targeted that audience in the same way I’m addicted to adventure stories and historical fiction, they probably overlooked a lot just because the story was written for them.

Mr. Roberts has written these stories for me. If you’re not a fan of either historical fiction or adventure stories, you might find many faults that I never noticed – I can’t predict that. If you like either of these genres, I think you’d really enjoy this story.

Now, for some additional information. If you read my blog you know I’m a writer who publishes independently. This means I write what I want and publish it myself. It also means I don’t have a big publishing house providing lots of marketing muscle to get my book out in the market – I depend on loyal fans who love what I write.

There are pros and cons to traditional publishing (big publishing houses and literary agents) vs the independent route I take. One of the big cons to the traditional route is the control the publishing house has over your life, your career, and what it is you write. I’ve already pointed out one of the pros to the publishing house route – a big gorilla pushing your book in the marketplace…

That fact is relevant here. In reading Mr Roberts’ website, it appears that he had a “deal” with a big publishing house to publish the first 3 books in the series, and an option on the fourth book. After 3 books, they apparently sat on the option – preventing him from publishing it – before finally releasing the option recently. This allows him to now publish the 4th book, and it will be interesting to see whether he publishes it independently or through another contract with a publishing house.

I’d certainly encourage him to go independent. He has a great story and a great brand, and it seems to me he could make a good go of this on his own. Of course, here again, I have a bias toward the independent route, due to the freedom it gives an author from both a business perspective and a creative perspective. As writers, we each must decide whether we want the big sales numbers that a publishing house might bring to the table, or the freedom to give what our core audience wants from us.

The key in this is the core audience – the fan base. As independents, we absolutely survive or perish based on the support we receive from you – our core fan base. If you like what we write, we really depend on you to spread the word, to “like” us on Facebook or Google+, to read and comment on our blog, and to recruit other fans who might buy what we have to offer – or at least read what we write.

I’m a new fan of Mr. Roberts. I’ll buy his books, and assuming they stay as good as the first one, I’ll try and get others to read his stuff as he publishes more in the series (assuming he does so independently).

Thanks for reading!

Book Review – Blue Gold

Blue Gold: A Kurt Austin Adventure from the NUMA series
by Paul Kemprecos and Clive Cussler
Author’s website

While this series is published under the banner of the Clive Cussler stable, Mr Kemprecos is an author I’m really coming to appreciate. He has really created some wonderful characters here, and this – the second in the series – continues to evolve and enhance these characters.

In this one, Austin and his sidekicks rescue the world’s water supply from corporate domination and control, meeting a new but short-lived love interest along the way.

I’m a fan after two, and will continue to read this series to fill the “adventure novel junkie” inside me.

 

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Book Review – River God

River God: A Novel of Ancient Egypt
by WIlbur Smith
Author’s website

Wow, this is two new authors in a row that I really like.

Wilbur Smith has been writing novels for a lot of years, and I guess he has quite a following, but he’s new to me.

Bottom line: I really like his writing and his storytelling.

This is a story set in the time of Egypt when the Hyksos invaded and conquered the country, introducing the chariot to the Egyptians. In doing a little googling, I was able to identify quite a number of folks who weren’t happy with Mr. Smith’s adherence to actual historical events. As a lover of historical fiction, I like it a lot when a story follows the line of known history pretty closely, but have to say that the fact that this one may have strayed quite a bit from accepted history doesn’t bother me much.

The major events that underpin the story seem sound to me. The Hyksos invaded and conquered Egypt, the Egyptians learned from them, Egyptian culture may have been weak and full of corruption at the time. From that, Mr, Smith weaves a wonderful tale in the voice of a highly respected slave and eunuch, one that is quite an inventor, politician, thinker, and leader.

His characters are really well formed and crafted, and it’s quite easy to fall into complete empathy and understanding of each of them as the story unfolds. This is one I listened to from Audible, and the narrator was really quite good as well.

His subsequent stories in this series haven’t been rated as highly as this one, but I loved this one enough that I’ll try the next one or two anyway.

I’d like to give this 4.5 stars, but will err on the high side since the narration was so good as well.

 

Lucia Lodge and the Arrogance of Ownership

As soon as the land of any country has all become private property, the landlords, like all other men, love to reap where they never sowed, and demand a rent even for its natural produce.
~Adam Smith, Wealth of Nations

On my bicycle ride across the West this summer, I ended up in a little lodge along the coast at a place called Lucia. This was my second night out, and came at the end of a wonderful day of enjoying the Big Sur coastline.

While Lucia shows up as a town on some maps, it’s really not a town at all. It may have been an actual town in the past, but now all that’s there is a lodge and restaurant. Seems the property has been in the same family’s hands for several generations. They have a great spot – right on the coast – and they offer lodging and dining in a beautiful setting.

In many ways, it’s a shining example of free enterprise, the declination brought on by nepotism, and the arrogance and sense of entitlement that “ownership” inspires all wrapped into a single stop along the highway.

If you ignore price and attitude, and just look at the place, it’s a quaint little spot with a beautiful view. Of course, you’re in Big Sur, so it’s tough to find a spot along the highway that doesn’t have a beautiful view. The food in the restaurant is OK but certainly not great – about what you’d expect in a cafe along the highway. The rooms are tiny little things cut out of a strip-style building – quaint, quite small, and very old. The room I stay in is very run down with a pretty lousy bed and plumbing that not only doesn’t work right, but is in a state of “half-repair”. Whoever takes care of that sort of thing will finish the job when they get around to it.

But hey, that’s OK with me, my standards for motel rooms are extremely low. I’m usually happy to stay in a small-town motel that costs $35/night, knowing full-well that it’s gonna be just like this.

The problem is, this room is a couple hundred dollars a night. Really. And the meals are proportionately overpriced.

It’s the free market at work. This is the only lodge and dining along the highway for miles, and there will be a certain number of tourists that won’t have any choice but to pay those prices. Many will book online, with high expectations for the price, and will just have to live with disappointment. Their cancellation policy is quite strict – you can’t check-in until 3:00, but they don’t accept cancellations after 2:00. If you show up and are outraged at the price, you’re past the point you can cancel, and your card is charged, so you might as well stay.

I’m on vacation, and I’m OK with a reasonable fleecing now and again. So tonight, I’m getting fleeced – I might as well enjoy it. At least I’ve got a warm room to sleep in, and a beautiful view. The warm shower feels wonderful, though their wireless isn’t working, (sorry, no discount for that additional insult). I do a little writing, then walk up to the lodge for an early supper.

It’s warm and quaint in the cafe portion of the lodge. It’s less than half full – a highway closure has dramatically reduced the tourist traffic. A couple walks in, obviously looking around for a place to sit. I listen as the waitress asks them if they’re here for dinner, and they say they’re probably just going to sit and have coffee. They’re an older couple, with a Scandinavian accent. In keeping with their culture, they’re extremely polite as the waitress tells them they can get coffee at the general store next door, making it plain she doesn’t want them taking up dining room space if they’re only going to spend the price of coffee.

It seems everyone who works here is “part of the family”. They’ve developed an arrogance over the years, and a sense of entitlement to use this little piece of paradise they “own” to take every possible penny from every possible traveler. They’ve been blessed with a wonderful place in a beautiful location, but their connection to this wonderful little corner of paradise has been twisted. They don’t seem to see it as a gift and blessing that also allows them to make a living. Instead, I get the feeling they see it as a cash cow to milk for all it’s worth.

Many years ago, when I was immersed in Corporate America, I sat in a meeting where the CEO was railing at his management team about poor profit performance. It was a smaller company by today’s standards, and there was clearly frustration around the table at economic conditions that were making it difficult to get the profit margins we had seen in previous years. The CEO was more frustrated than any of us, and he slammed his fist on the table as he stated with absolute conviction that, “we have a moral right to make a profit.”

I think he truly believed those words when he spoke them. He was a decent and “good” man, kind in many ways. He had built a profitable enterprise with many years of hard work. I think he truly believed that he was “entitled” to make a profit – it was his moral right as a hard-working entrepreneur.

At the time I was stunned, but over the years I’ve come to accept this attitude as pretty darned common in the culture and economy we’ve created. We’ve evolved (or devolved perhaps) back toward the feudal mentality that was common before the Enlightenment period when our country was conceived and born. Back in those olden days when there were Lords – those with property and wealth, and there were the rest of the common chattel – those who had to just eek out a living at the pleasure of the Lords.

We’ve come to believe that as we build wealth and “own” things, our rights and privileges increase proportionately. Especially as it relates to ownership of land and property. “Owning” property makes me almost divine, as a little piece of Creation is “mine” to control and do whatever I want with. Such power!

The Lucia family “owns” this wonderful little corner of creation. A tired old couple from another country is enjoying our country’s beautiful coastline, and wants to sit by a warm fire and enjoy a cup of coffee and maybe a little desert. There are those of us in the room who’d love to sit by them and share their story. Their presence will help fill the mostly empty room, and warm it with human kindness. The “owner” sees none of this – she sees only a set of pockets, and weighs only how much silver she can move from their pocket to hers.

I’m conflicted by this, as I suspect any American reader would be. On the one hand, I absolutely support free enterprise, as well as the marketplace pricing and property ownership principles that underpin it. At the same time, it’s clear to me that there’s a selfish streak inside most of us that will allow lust for profit to rapidly turn the steering rudder of our life toward tyranny under the yoke of ownership.

In many cases, the free market will weed out those who succumb to that lust, as somebody else will just build a place down the road that offers a better product at a lower price. Unfortunately, this process is often corrupted by regulation that protects those who already have the property and ownership. In this case, I have no idea why someone else hasn’t put up a couple double-wide trailers down the road to take advantage of the bonanza, but have to assume there must be some regulation that prevents this, but has grandfathered in the Lucia property.

I’m further conflicted here because this is a family operation. It’s a business that a family runs together. I love this. I run a family business with my son. I write and lament often about the loss of the family business, about how big companies have driven the small family operation out of existence. In my own life, I’m usually happy to pay more to do business with local merchants. I’ll always choose a locally owned restaurant over a chain – the prices are comparable, the service is usually fine, and I’m supporting a local family rather than some big multi-national conglomerate. I’ll always look for the hardware store rather than the big box for the same reason. I avoid Walmart’s with a passion.

Here’s this little family operation, and I want to support ‘em. It appears they have 3 generations of folks working at the place. It may be that as their family has grown, they’ve continued to simply expect the business to generate bigger and bigger piles of cash to support more and more people, and the way they’ve done that is to just keep raising prices and spending as little as possible on upkeep.

Every farm family across the country has faced this issue over the last 2 or 3 generations. Increasing farm productivity has meant that prices for farm goods (adjusted for inflation) have dropped continually for dozens of years. An acre of farm land supports fewer and fewer farmers each year. As farm families have grown up, the vast majority of the kids have had no choice but to leave for the city to find work – the farm simply can’t support them.

The difference may be that in the case of a place like Lucia, they’re not producing a commodity like beans where “the market” will define the price. In Lucia, they can keep raising their prices, because demand for a little place to stay right there on the coast is high enough to support their continued increasing prices. The only way a “market” would start to set their price for them is if a competitor opened down the road.

In many ways, it is like the farm analogy I referred to earlier. On the family farm, the dollars of profit from the operation will support a dwindling number of family member, because of dramatically increased productivity. The Lucia clan appears to have many family members that they’re trying to keep employed from an operation that is essentially locked into a particular size, so net “productivity” may have decreased over the years, and they’ve correspondingly continued to increase the price.

The outcome seems fairly predictable. Either someone will offer competition, which will drive the price down and force better service, lower prices, and fewer family members on the payroll, or they’ll collapse under their own weight, as bad reviews slow the flow of folks willing to endure poor service at high prices, and their continued low efficiency grinds things to a halt.

Of course, I’m conjecturing all of this off a very few observations. For all I know they’re business is great now and will continue to be great in the future regardless of what appears to be poor service and efficiency. But it strikes a real chord of contemplation inside me as I sit in the dining room. I’m such a huge fan of small, family run businesses, and here’s an example of one that I’m not a huge fan of. Ten years from now, this place might be gone, and some big multi-national hotel will be on this site, and I’ll lament the loss of the little Lucia Lodge, forgetting the poor service and efficiency.

There’s a balance in all this. There’s no perfect solution to anything. With any way of doing things, there’ll be both bonuses and penalties. I need to realize this whenever I fall into the natural human tendency to long for “good old days” or “that better way” I know about. The Lucia family isn’t perfect, and they could use some lessons in customer service for sure. They’re prices are too high by a lot, and they appear to have been blinded by the arrogance of “ownership”. But they’re a family business trying to make a living in a remote area, and I’m OK giving ‘em my business tonight.

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Midwest Book Review give Peace at the Edge of Uncertainty 5 Stars

Midwest Book Review Peace at the Edge of Uncertainty a 5-Star review in July.

Here’s the link, under the  Religion/Spirituality Shelf.

Here’s what they had to say:

“No one knows everything, and coming to terms with such a frightening aspect is key to finding peace. “Peace at the Edge of Uncertainty” is an inspirational spirituality book from Neil Hanson, states that not only is uncertainty not worth fearing, but it should be embraced. His wisdom speaks with some ideas that at first sight, aren’t clear, but he does well in clarifying and providing sound advice. “Peace at the Edge of Uncertainty” states that certainty is a myth, and makes for a thoughtful and uplifting read.”

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Book Review – Chasing Francis

Chasing Francis
by Ian Cron
Author’s website

I’m not sure how I ended up downloading this book to my Kindle – I think it was a long-standing admiration I have for Francis of Assisi along with the description of the book. Whatever it was, I’m delighted it ended up on my Kindle, because I really enjoyed reading this story.

It’s fiction, written a bit like a long parable. It’s the story of a young evangelical preacher, and his crisis with faith.

Here’s the author’s (or publicist’s) description of the book:

Author, musician and speaker Ian Morgan Cron sheds new light on the legacy of St. Francis of Assisi, “the Last Christian.” Cron masterfully weaves actual accounts from the life of Saint Francis’ into the fictional story of Chase Falson, a New England minister on a pilgrimage to regain his faith. It’s an amazing story with profound implications for the contemporary church. Read the story, and then learn even more about St. Francis’ radical activism and theology in the robust forty-page study guide.

While at times the story is predictable and over-simplified, I don’t really find this as a fault within the context of this book and this story, as I think it makes the story more accessible for a broader audience.

The story itself is a wonderful one, connecting the church of several hundred years ago with the church of today, helping the reader to see the “unity” or “catholic” of western Christianity. It’s so easy for Protestants today to see ourselves as quite separate from the Catholic Church, but this story does a really good job of illuminating the sameness of both the bright spots and the blemishes. I also very much enjoyed the fact that the author stayed away from doctrine, and talked about the real heart of the Faith, drawing a line from Jesus to Francis, then extending it forward and wondering where it can be connected today.

In all fairness, I have to say that I suspect the author’s view of Christianity is similar to my own. When this happens, it’s always easier to find the good in a book. Notwithstanding this caveat, I do think this is an excellent first book by a young author. I suspect that folks who are firmly entrenched in a right-wing sort of fundamentalist, with no desire to hear a different point of view, won’t like the book. I also suspect that folks who are firmly anti-Christian for whatever reason, with no desire to hear a different point of view, won’t like this book. However, for that vast center of western Christianity – folks with good and legitimate questions who find themselves on the edge of faith crisis from time to time – folks who wonder why the Christianity we practice today seems so distant from the life Jesus led – I think those folks will find this book educational, entertaining, and inspiring.

I highly recommend it!

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Book Review – People of the Book

People of the Book
by Geraldine Brooks
Author’s website

I’d never read anything by Geraldine Brooks, but the premise of the story intrigued me. I’d read no reviews, and had no idea what to expect. I started this story with low expectations and mentally prepared to bail on it and go to something else if it didn’t grab me pretty quickly.

It grabbed me quickly, and held on through the entire story.

The story is a most excellent one, and Brooks does a tremendous job of painting characters that you can believe in and identify with. She masterfully weaves her tale back and forth through history, intertwining it perfectly with the life of the main character. Brooks is high on my list as an author that I want to read more of – I REALLY like how she writes.

The story is a fabricated “what if” history of the famed Sarajevo Haggadah. While the reader knows that both the back story (history of the book) and the main character (a book conservator/restorer) are fictional, they’re so well crafted I found myself wanting them to be real. Ms Brooks outstanding research on the times and people of which she writes makes the history lesson in itself worth the read. Moreover, the voices she pulls from the story seem so authentic I found myself impressed over and over as the story unfolded.

This was an Audible book for me. Listening to books, it’s common to find an author and story I like, but have the story ruined by poor narration. What a delight to experience this recording though, as the actress who does the narration (Edwina Wren) is the perfect physical voice for this story, and does an absolutely wonderful job. Ms Wren enhances and improves the telling of the story with her outstanding narration. This was one of the rare occasions where – after completing the book – I actually did a search for other books that Ms Wren has narrated. The only complaint I have with her narration is that she isn’t all that good with accents (beyond British, Aussie, and American). It’s such a tiny thing within the context of her whole performance that I still give her 5 stars on the narration.

Truly a 5-star book and a 5-star narration.

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Book Review – Fall of Giants

Fall of Giants by Ken Follett

This is solid 5-star book. It captures you from the first pages, and doesn’t release you until the end. It leaves you ready for the next one in the series, which I guess doesn’t come out for another year or so.

Character development is outstanding, storytelling is among the best I’ve read, and the historical aspects of the book are tremendous. As a reader, I felt pulled deeply into the heart and mind of many of the characters – even the ones I didn’t care much for as people. The story flows quite nicely, as the different threads come together as the storyline develops. Best of all, as a history nut, I LOVED the history lesson I got from this book. I really think this should be required reading for high school students as a lesson in how WW1 happened, and what it meant.

The only other Follett I’ve read is his first series of this sort – Pillars of the Earth and World Without End. In those two books, it was quite uncomfortable for me when he would make his characters endure deep, repeated, and unfair hardship. In this first of this new series, he is much more kind to his characters as he develops them into believable people.

Having now read 3 of his books, I’ve got to say Follett is surely one of the best historical fiction writers of our generation. I can’t wait to read the next in the series!

Book Review – Coming of the Storm

Coming of the Storm – Contact – The Battle For America – Book One

By Michael Gear and Kathleen O’Neal Gear

This is the first book I’ve read by this husband and wife team, and I’ve gotta say I’ll be reading more.

I love historical fiction, and love reading about other cultures, so this book had a leg up. The writing style really intrigued me, and I found it quite enjoyable and engaging. In addition, the authors seem to have created an extremely believable world that sounds like it could be very true to the world that they write about.

The characters are well-developed and easy to fall into stride with and identify with. In particular, I like the joint effort, in that it allows characters to be developed from both a male and female perspective.

I’d recommend this book to anyone, but I’d particularly recommend it to folks who – like me – enjoy reading something that’s a bit like historical fiction.

Book Review – The Collectors

The Collectors by David Baldacci

The second in the “Camel Club” series, this is a fun read. Like the first one, I listened to this one, and think the narrator is good. The male actor could do a better job of differentiating between characters, but overall they did a good job with the audio, not taking away from what is (in my opinion) a good story. Personally, I like the narrator so well that I think the audio version would be better if they just let him do the whole thing, and skipped the actors, as they did in the first book in this series.

I suspect this book would have the greatest appeal to guys like me – past the mid-century mark in age – the age of the primary character. We love to be able to identify with a guy who’s “still got it” and does heroic things.

Hats off to this one, and I’ll be reading more for sure, though I won’t buy the next audiobook until they get the price down to reasonable – maybe the next one goes on the Kindle…

Book Review – The Mammoth Hunters by Jean M. Auel

I give up.

I tried hanging with these books, and after 3, I just can’t do it anymore. I hoped – after my last review, that things would improve, but they’re getting worse.

The author takes 50 pages of story, and packs it into hundreds and hundreds of pages. A good bit of these hundreds of pages is rehash of what we already know – both from within the current book and from previous books. Over and over and over again…

And frankly, the sex is just over the top. I’m no prude – I have no problem with explicit sex for the most part. It’s just that the way it’s presented here seems uncomfortable in this story. I don’t know how this isn’t classified as pornography.

So, after 3 in the series, I’m throwing in the towel. They’re getting worse not better. Which is too bad. If the editor would have helped the author winnow this down to the essential story, these first 3 books could have made a nice 200 to 300 page novel, and it would have been quite a good read. In those places where the author gets on with the story, she’s quite good. Her editor should be ashamed that this didn’t happen.

Review – Comanche Moon by Larry McMurtry

Comanche Moon was the fourth book to be written in the Lonesome Dove series, though it is chronologically the second part of the 4-part series.

While Comanche Moon is good, it’s not as good as Lonesome Dove. It could stand alone as a decent (not great) read, the fact that it’s meant to be a prequel to Lonesome Dove is actually a detractor.

First, there are storyline continuity details that don’t match between Comanche Moon and Lonesome Dove. I admit that I’m a bit of a compulsive weanie about this sort of thing, but these inconsistencies are significant enough that I suspect they’ll bother nearly anyone.

Second, while Lonesome Dove develops characters masterfully, Comanche Moon does a slightly less good job. In keeping with the storyline continuity issues mentioned above, the characters that appear in Lonesome Dove don’t always appear to be the matured version of the characters developed in Comanche Moon. In fact, they don’t appear to be EITHER matured versions of the characters developed in Dead Man’s Walk, OR younger versions of the characters developed in Lonesome Dove.

I did enjoy the characters as the author developed them in this book, in particular the interplay between Inish Scull, Famous Shoes, and Kicking Wolf. In fact, the development of the Comanche characters alone makes this a good read for western geeks like me.

As a critique of the entire series, the lack of continuity from one book to the next is truly astonishing to me. As a series, I’d probably have to rank it with 2 stars only. If you tackle this book, do so as a stand-alone novel, and I suspect you’ll be less frustrated and perturbed by how poorly the storyline across the series fits together, and how dramatically different the same character can be from one book to the next.

I’d recommend this book to western geeks like me, especially those fascinated (like me) with stories of the southern plains and the great Comanche nation. However, for the rest of the reading public, it probably doesn’t rise to the level of “highly recommended”.

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Book Review – Clan of the Cave Bear series – Earth’s Children – by Jean M Auel

Having now gotten through 2 of these, I still have mixed feelings. The story is a really good one, and I love historical fiction and anthropological historical fiction like this, exploring how folks in the distant past may have lived. At the same time, I have to say there are many things about the style so far that are distracting to me.

It may be that the author is a woman, and she writes for a woman’s point of view, but I don’t think that’s all of it. In the second book, you could write an abridged version in about 10 pages or less, and it would be a good story to tell around the campfire. Auel expands that with tremendous detail about what’s happening within the story, but the detail doesn’t always contribute to or enhance the story. In many ways, I feel like she’s speaking in a voice meant for an adolescent girl.

While this is fine if you’re an adolescent girl, it’s distracting when you’re not. I think she could have developed a lot more story, and a lot more meat in the story, for the length of the book.

One disclaimer – there’s a good deal of sex in the story, and at times it’s a bit graphic. Since I’ve never read romance novels or stuff geared toward women, this could be common, but it seemed like quite a lot of emphasis to me, emphasis that didn’t necessarily improve the story (or detract from it). Just another example of something that felt too much like filler to me, and I would have liked more “meat and story”. If you’re the parent of an adolescent girl, you might want to read this before encouraging your daughter to read it. Personally, I have no problem with the way she wrote it as it relates to appropriateness for a 14 year-old daughter, but some parents might not agree with me.

I’ll keep reading these, because I so much like this sort of story. Her writing could mature as she goes through them – I’ll write another opinion after the 4th or 5th book. The bottom line, though, is that the story and the writing is good enough for me to keep reading them, despite the distractions!

Review – The Camel Club by David Baldacci

I liked this story. I was a little put off by the way the author put the dialogue together, when a character would be having discussion that was not at all realistic to the situation. It was the way the author presented background information – he had the character’s tell it as part of their dialogue. This is fine, except with the discussion isn’t at all realistic to the situation.

A bit of a mystery, a bit of an adventure story, and a bit of intrigue, wrapped around pretty good character development. That’s how I’d describe this book. I’d recommend it to folks who like political intrigue stories, to folks who enjoy good character development, and to folks who enjoy rooting for the underdog.

Before reading this, I saw a couple reviews from folks who seemed to think this story had a political agenda, and that seemed to reduce the value of the writing and the story to them. It seemed to me that the author presented a scenario, and presented background information on the scenario that gave many sides to the issue. If you like your politics and your dilemmas served up from just a single pre-judged perspective, without the benefit of seeing things from the other guy’s perspective, then I suppose this book would bother you. It does present the perspective of folks who we rarely get to hear from. Personally, I don’t like having my opinions and perspectives force-fed to me – I like heading many sides to a story so I can decide for myself. I liked that this book did that.

Having said that, for those who (like me) enjoyed the book, it appears from the author’s website that he decided to turn this idea into a series. I’ll read another one for sure, in hopes that the little annoying dialogue thing I mentioned earlier improves.

1st Place EVVY Award – Inspirational Category

Peace at the Edge of Uncertainty received 3 prestigious EVVY awards a couple weeks ago at the annual CIPA Awards Dinner. Read more about the awards here.

The three awards it received were:

  • First Place – Inspirational Category
  • Second Place – Non-fiction Category
  • Third Place – Spiritual Category

Thanks very much to CIPA and others for this honor. This puts the book in the company of some really fine books, and I appreciate it!

1st Place - Inspirational Category

Review – Lonesome Dove by Larry McMurtry

The short version of the review is that this book stands on its own as one I really enjoyed.

Now, there are some caveats I need to get through.

I like to read things in order. McMurtry wrote his Lonesome Dove “series” in somewhat reverse order, starting with Lonesome Dove, then writing the prequels (Comanche Moon and Dead Man’s Walk). I figured that reading them in the right chronological order (the reverse of how he wrote them) would have me reading his best work first since I would assume he would develop and improve as a writer.

I was wrong. I have no idea why McMurtry wrote the prequels to this story, and I’ll review those in another post. On this post I want to focus only on Lonesome Dove, the first of the three that he wrote, and the one I truly enjoyed.

McMurtry creates some truly memorable characters in Gus and Call. The two characters are built of many of the sorts of building blocks that most men want to be built of, but they also have some of the crumbling mortar holding those blocks together that we’ve all endured and developed in our flawed lives.

Call is the perfect picture of the man who hides everything he doesn’t really want to look at deep inside hard work and long hours. He is a wonderful image of that “lone wolf” that so many of us feel inside our heart. McMurtry does a great job of letting the weakness and flaws of those sorts of building blocks shine through brightly. For an introvert like myself, Call is a wonderful hero character.

Gus is the true “star”. He displays the easygoing and fun-loving spirit that most men with they could find within themselves. He loves whiskey and women, and never misses a chance for a card game and a tumble in the hay. He’s the perfect image of irresponsible fun most men wish they could get in closer touch with. With the upside that when the chips are down and the important work needs to get done, Gus is always there. He’s learned what’s really important in life, and that’s what he focuses on.

While there were a few places where the story felt a bit draggy, they were few and far between. I would absolutely recommend this to any man, and particularly to men of my age who grew up idolizing “The Western”. Women might enjoy it as well – his writing really is romantic in many respects. In fact, that’s probably what I really enjoy about it – the mix of adventure, introspection, and romance.

I like 4.5 stars, but don’t have an image for that, so I’ll go ahead and give it 5.

Larry McMurtry Website

 

 

Review – Born to Run by Christopher McDougall

Born to Run tells the story of a fella who goes to Mexico to learn more about a tribe of super-endurance runners. He meets some great characters, and along the way, helps to organize an ultra-endurance event where some of the best in America run with the folks who’ve been doing it for generations.

However, the real beauty of the book is the wonderful way McDougall weaves http://www.chrismcdougall.com/ story into the story of how he became a better runner, and how others have done the same.

In addition, there’s some really good little snippets in there about some truly amazing athletes.

I’m a cyclist not a runner, but have to say that after reading this book, I’m actually motivated to do a little running. I’ve always considered myself “too dense” to run – meaning I don’t want to mess with my joints with my heavy-boned jarring. However, the book is really targeted as guys like me – offering some hope that we can join in the fun as well.

Chris McDougall’s Website

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The Wrecker by Clive Cussler

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The Wrecker

This is the second in the Isaac Bell series that Cussler recently introduced with co-author Justin Scott. I’m guessing that it’s really the second author who actually writes the book, and they just use Cussler’s name because it sells. I have no problem with that if Mr. Scott doesn’t. I’ve learned that I need to look at the second (real) author rather than just the Cussler name. In the case of the Isaac Bell series, I have to say I’m a real fan of Justin Scott – I absolutely love these novels – they’re by far my favorites from the Cussler stable. Set in the early 20th century, they have some really good historical aspects wound into them, and they don’t have the little political jabs and tripe that some of Cussler’s stable authors add to the story. Like The Chase, this one is centered around the railroad world of that era, and has not only excellent history, but really lets you “feel” that world in the characters.

My Rating

Author: Clive Cussler and Justin Scott
Category: Books
Genre: Adventure

Hanoi

1 Feb 2011 – The day before Tet.

I’d been looking forward for many hours and many days to seeing my son. He’d been working in Vietnam, away from family, for months. He was homesick, and I was homesick for him as well.

The last leg of flying happened at night, from Tokyo to Hanoi, and I slept on and off most of the flight. Arriving at the airport in Hanoi, we spent a bit of time working our way through the visa and entry process, then went and claimed our luggage, and headed out toward the public area.

It’s funny how – when you’ve been separated from someone for a while – your mind creates its own image of that person. I didn’t really think about that as we were headed toward Hanoi, I just knew I was looking forward to seeing Jesse. Frankly, I was really working hard to suppress any potential that my eyes would tear up when I saw him.

Walking out into the public area, it was impossible to miss Jesse. In a country and a region where most folks are short and slim, a six foot tall broad-shouldered American towers over everyone around. Add to that our habit of big bear hugs with loud back-slapping, and I suspect our greeting drew some attention.

Not that I noticed – I was focused on Jesse, and how different he looked to me. Different from what? I wasn’t sure. I suppose different from the image that my mind had been creating over the past days and weeks as I’d looked forward to seeing him.

The difference, I’m just now realizing a month later, was how much man I saw in him. Oh, he’s been a man for a good long time now. At 29, he’s been on his own for a lot of years.

But it’s a long process to start seeing a son as a man, and to let go of the image of the little boy you raised. I had no idea that I still held on to scraps of that little boy image in my mind. But looking back on that moment, and realizing how much I was surprised by something I was seeing in him, I’m thinking it was grandfather time resting his elbow on my shoulder, and showing me a strong and intelligent man who just happened to have been a little boy in my house many years ago. It was a new lens grandfather time was allowing me to look through.

The next day was “New Years Eve” in Hanoi, and preparations for the Tet holiday were in full swing. We spent the day walking all around Hanoi. I lingered often, taking pictures and marveling at a culture so dramatically different from my own. But only part of my lingering was to take pictures. I also found that I liked hanging back, and watching Jesse walking Peggy around the town. I’m not sure what it was that I found so touching about that, but I marveled at it many times.

Traffic in Vietnam (as in most places in the world) is far less “orderly” than it is here in the states, or in Western Europe. To a westerner, the traffic looks completely chaotic and terrifying, with folks just going in and out and left and right with no real order. But under the terror there really is sense to what’s happening, and you just have to play by their rules. You start in a direction, and you keep going in that direction, and you make no sudden changes. Traffic around you adapts.

I watched as Jesse offered Peggy his arm, and walked across the street with her. It was a five-points intersection, and the traffic was absolutely crazy. But they walked slowly and calmly across the craziness, looking ahead, keeping the same pace and direction. The traffic moved around them seamlessly. I was sure this would terrify Peggy, and watching her be so calm while she held Jesse’s arm was a real marvel for me.

The day was full of great sites – we were quite lucky to be there on the day of preparation for Tet – the Chinese New Year. All day, Jesse was the perfect guide, helping us understand the culture and how things worked. He fit in like it was home for him, and he navigated his way around town like it was his own town. It might have been the first time in my life that I felt completely dependent on him. I trusted his judgement and guidance completely.

I’m learning that some of the most arresting moments in life happen when you open your eyes and see the kids you raised in a whole new light. We’re always evolving and reinventing ourselves, aren’t we? It makes sense that as we do this, the folks who’ll be most taken and shaken as we grow and evolve and reinvent ourselves are our parents.

As the parent, I love the shakes and jolts my kids give me as they grow. Keep it up kids!

 

Khmer Beauty

Every glimpse happens through a lens. We see the life we live, and the world around us through the lens we’ve spent our life building. For a week in early 2011 – just after the Chinese New Year but before the Khmer New Year – we were given the chance to glimpse a different lens into the world.

Through this lens, the world is a colorful place of great beauty despite violent history. It’s a serene place of exquisite manners and hospitality. It’s a place that was once exceedingly wealthy, but is now desperately poor.

Out of this poverty rises stunning ingenuity, where a small motorbike becomes a tractor for a trailer-load of goods,

bicycles transport entire businesses, and impoverished orphans come together to build a silk manufacturing “mini-empire” using discarded wheels and components.

While we can’t change the fact that the lens through which we see the world was built by our Western upbringing, we were fortunate to allow a little distortion to that lens while we were guests. Through that modified lens we saw the tremendous beauty, kindness, and ingenuity that is Khmer.

 

Oh yea, and Math Season begins today…