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Transforming the Path

I got an email forwarded to me recently. It talked about the notion of leveling the path of life.

When times are good, it said, we should plan for the bad times ahead. When times are bad, we should rejoice in the good times that are coming.

From a survival perspective, and an economic perspective, this is really good advice. When economic times are good, we shouldn’t be spending all we have, but instead should be paying down any debt we’ve incurred, and putting money aside for the “less good” times that will certainly come our way. As Americans, we can certainly see the wisdom of this approach at this point, after failing to follow this wisdom during all those good economic years, when we spent all our excess in reduced taxes and increased borrowing. Now that the predictable downturn has come, we find that not only do we have nothing in reserve, but we’ve also run up a debt over the last 30 years that is snowballing out of control.

But this email I got wasn’t talking about economics or survival. It was talking about faith and spiritual “investment” of energy. The email seemed to be saying that when things are good, we shouldn’t take too much joy in them, and instead should focus on the less good times we know are coming. By the same token, when times are bad, we should focus on the better times our faith leads us to expect in the future.

I don’t think it’s the same thing. I don’t think we should be treating our spiritual energy in the same way we treat our economic assets. Quite the opposite in fact.

When life drops joy in our lap, we should rejoice in that moment of joy with every molecule of our being. We should savor every little flavor of the joy, and look for ways to multiply it and amplify it and share it with every ounce of our spiritual energy. We should ignore completely the possibility that there may be some moment in the future where we’ll feel spiritually drained and exhausted, utterly dejected, devoid of any joy. We should spend every ounce of ourselves in the joy we’re passing through.

Sometimes life leads us onto dark paths of despair, dejection, and depression. During those times we can try and ignore the pain around us by focusing on the hope of future joy, but I’m not sure this is all that helpful. Certainly I agree with the notion of expecting future joy – hoping for it and praying for it. But that’s quite a different thing than “numbing” the current pain with visions of future joy.

There are times when we need to accept and assimilate the dark path life seems to have led us onto. By accepting it and assimilating it, it works through us and allows us to begin to transform it into the stuff of hope for the future.

It’s darkness that defines light. Shining faint light in the darkness and casting dark shadows on the light makes a morphine-like sameness to life that robs us of both joy and sorrow.

Celebrate every single joyful moment with every single ounce of spiritual energy you’ve got. Doing so will most likely reduce the times of darkness that find entry into your life. But when a moment of darkness and sadness does enter your life, let it work into and through you. Feel all it has to offer. Transform it, don’t numb it.

Enjoy the ride!

Book Review – Viking Warrior

Viking Warrior – The Strongbow Saga #1
by Judson Roberts
Author’s website

First and foremost, I really liked this story. I think the author does a really good job as a writer and storyteller, and it seems to be well-edited. I have already bought book 2 of the series, and downloaded it to my Kindle. For that, I give the book 4 stars – it meets my criteria as a book I really enjoy a lot.

Now for the disclaimers, and I’m going to do a little comparison here. I think this will be helpful to anyone who reads my reviews, and might also assuage those who are real fans of the “Cave Bear” series, which was a series I didn’t really enjoy.

This is clearly a book written for males, both adults and young adult. I unashamedly admit I’m a junkie for those sorts of adventure stories. I’m the guy folks write these sorts of stories for. In addition, I have a huge love of historical fiction. This book falls into both categories, so I’ll enjoy even mediocre writing.

That said, Mr. Roberts has clearly written a story that is well above mediocre. Like I said, it’s well-written, well-told, and well-edited. It’s the story of a young slave in Scandinavian culture of 1000 years ago, who rises to warrior status. It’s not overly graphic in its violence, and certainly not graphic sexually. I felt it did a really great job of painting a picture of Scandinavian culture of that era that Mr Roberts appears to have researched well, often dispelling popular myths about said culture. It’s right up the sweet spot of what I love to read about.

I want to use this as a point of comparison to the Cave Bear series that I struggled with. In my review of those books, I admitted that I was probably not the audience – the author seemed to be aiming at women, and in particular adolescent girls. If someone were addicted to genres that targeted that audience in the same way I’m addicted to adventure stories and historical fiction, they probably overlooked a lot just because the story was written for them.

Mr. Roberts has written these stories for me. If you’re not a fan of either historical fiction or adventure stories, you might find many faults that I never noticed – I can’t predict that. If you like either of these genres, I think you’d really enjoy this story.

Now, for some additional information. If you read my blog you know I’m a writer who publishes independently. This means I write what I want and publish it myself. It also means I don’t have a big publishing house providing lots of marketing muscle to get my book out in the market – I depend on loyal fans who love what I write.

There are pros and cons to traditional publishing (big publishing houses and literary agents) vs the independent route I take. One of the big cons to the traditional route is the control the publishing house has over your life, your career, and what it is you write. I’ve already pointed out one of the pros to the publishing house route – a big gorilla pushing your book in the marketplace…

That fact is relevant here. In reading Mr Roberts’ website, it appears that he had a “deal” with a big publishing house to publish the first 3 books in the series, and an option on the fourth book. After 3 books, they apparently sat on the option – preventing him from publishing it – before finally releasing the option recently. This allows him to now publish the 4th book, and it will be interesting to see whether he publishes it independently or through another contract with a publishing house.

I’d certainly encourage him to go independent. He has a great story and a great brand, and it seems to me he could make a good go of this on his own. Of course, here again, I have a bias toward the independent route, due to the freedom it gives an author from both a business perspective and a creative perspective. As writers, we each must decide whether we want the big sales numbers that a publishing house might bring to the table, or the freedom to give what our core audience wants from us.

The key in this is the core audience – the fan base. As independents, we absolutely survive or perish based on the support we receive from you – our core fan base. If you like what we write, we really depend on you to spread the word, to “like” us on Facebook or Google+, to read and comment on our blog, and to recruit other fans who might buy what we have to offer – or at least read what we write.

I’m a new fan of Mr. Roberts. I’ll buy his books, and assuming they stay as good as the first one, I’ll try and get others to read his stuff as he publishes more in the series (assuming he does so independently).

Thanks for reading!

Day 2 – Carmel To Lucia

Day 2 – Carmel to Lucia
A Closed Highway is Good News

A good traveler has no fixed plans, and is not intent on arriving.
  -  Lao Tzu

When I first planned this trip, the first day out of Carmel was 110 miles down the coast to Cambria. I figured I’d have tailwinds, and why not start off with a bang? But spring rains washed the highway out, (as they often do), so the road was closed at about 60 miles or so south of Carmel.

At first this messed with my head – making me change the route and the schedule. But the more I thought about it, the more I kind of liked the change. It let me dawdle a bit in Carmel, and dawdle a lot in Lucia. Why burn down the coastline all day, when I could sit at Lucia and enjoy the Pacific?

I start the day with arm warmers and leg warmers on, as well as my warm rain jacket. That’s how I’ll end the day as well. It’s chilly all day long. And that NW tailwind that always blows this time of year? Not today – a south wind for Neil today. Hmmm, I’m having troubled memories of last year’s ride across Kansas against winds all the way…

The further south I go along the highway, the more the traffic thins out. This makes me realize how lucky I am to have a road closure up ahead, since it reduces traffic. The road is narrow and curvy in places, and I love less traffic! It almost makes me forget the headwind. Almost.

As the day progresses, the wind swirls and shifts, and eventually I’m able to tune it out. Of course, the fact that I’m riding through some of the most beautiful countryside on earth makes it easier to tune it out.

I had assumed that the road followed the coast all the way, but there’s a section that moves through a state park in Big Sur, and you’re away from the coast for 5 or 10 miles. While the coast is beautiful for sure, it would be a tragedy to ride along this highway and not get to experience the deep and lush Redwood forest in Big Sur.

Ancient Wisdom
“Trees are sanctuaries.  Whoever knows how to speak to them, whoever knows how to listen to them, can learn the truth.  They do not preach learning and precepts, they preach undeterred by particulars, the ancient law of life.”
-  Hermann Hesse,  Wandering

“Why are there trees I never walk under but large and melodious thoughts descend upon me?”
-  Walt Whitman, Song of the Open Road

It’s an interesting mindset change that I notice as I’m moving through the forest instead of the coast. I feel more relaxed, more complete. I stop a couple times in places where I can touch particularly large Redwoods, and stand there touching them with my hand. I really do think ancient trees share a wonderful energy that vibrates at a different wavelength than we’re used to. Their time horizon is beyond what we can imagine, and the things that feel significant to us are generally trifling to them I imagine.

I close my eyes, and can imagine Ents talking in deep and slow voices…

I’m reminded of a grandfather and a grandmother of mine – from different sides of the family. He lived to be almost 100, and she lived to be 101. Sitting with them always wrapped me in a different sense of time and significance than sitting with other folks. The world they were part of was much bigger and broader than the world I was part of. I hadn’t lived enough years yet to have such a broad world.

Yet, sitting with them, I could always feel their world. The breadth of it would wrap around me and make me feel a small part of it for the time we sat together. At 57 years old, I can only begin to feel that more broad world inside myself. The things that seemed to urgent and critical to me when my children were young have a different perspective to me now, and aren’t as urgent and critical. I’d be a better parent today, I think, than I was 30 years ago.

That’s why we need extended families. That’s why we need grandparents that help in the raising of children. Our perspective is more broad, and we’ve (hopefully) gained a bit of wisdom and understanding along our journey. While our eyes have often started to dim a bit, we see much more clearly than was possible when our world was so much smaller and our eyes so much more clear.

I miss those grandparents, and I think of them as I lay my hand on the trunk of an ancient Redwood. I feel as-though some of that “big view” energy is flowing within me, and I imagine them quietly and patiently touching me back through that trunk, nodding slowly and smiling, staring from a world too big for me to imagine…

I stop at a little settlement of sorts – really just a place where there’s a restaurant and small grocery. A bit touristy for sure, but a homey feel to it. The gardens are just covered in plants, and I’m reminded again of the steady, moderated coastal climate here.

I’ve been passing other cyclists to this point – folks who appear to be supported based on the lack of gear on their bikes. While I’m at this little stop, several of them ride up and dismount. Listening to them talk to one another and others, I ascertain that they’re part of a group that’s riding from San Francisco, down the coast to a bit north of LA, then heading east, back through Colorado, and eventually all the way to Newfoundland. It’s a 2 or 3 month journey for them, organized by some company who’s done this in other countries as well. I think about going over and talking to one of them, but decide instead to get on the bike and head up the road.

The road climbs and falls a bit while it’s back in the forest. Nothing long or too steep, just nice gentle grades. Of course, with the extra weight on my bike, everything is feeling steep to me on this second day out. I continue to pass cyclists, who I assume are part of this group. By the time I get to the top of a fairly long grade, I’ve probably passed about 10 or 12 of them. I watch in my mirror as one of them seems to hang several hundred yards behind me – sometimes coming closer but then falling back depending on the grade. At one particularly nice place I pull over to take a picture by the side of the road, and wait for him to catch up.

Turns out his name is Jim, and he’s from Canada. He’s part of the group, and he fills me in on more of the details. Turns out they’re following almost exactly the same route I am back to Colorado, although when they get to Colorado they’ll cross the center of the state rather than the southern part of the state as I will. Rather than staying in motels, they stay mostly in campgrounds, occasionally staying in a hostel or motel. Jim seems to like the idea of camping most of the time, though in my mind I’m thinkin’ that’s gonna get mighty old mighty fast. Most of these folks I’ve been passing aren’t 25 year-old studs, but middle-agers like myself (though I’d guess Jim to be only 35 or 40.)

Jim and I talk a bit now and again over the next miles, eventually arriving at the little town of Lucia. It’s starting to rain a bit, and Jim has another several miles to ride to his campground. We say our good-byes and good-lucks, and I watch him ride off into the mist, delighted that I’ll be spending my night in a warm motel room overlooking the coast, eating food prepared by someone else…

While Lucia shows up as a town on some maps, it’s really not a town at all. It may have been an actual town in the past, but now all that’s there is a lodge and restaurant. Seems the property has been in the same family’s hands for several generations. They have a great spot – right on the coast – and they offer lodging and dining in a beautiful setting.

In many ways, it’s a shining example of free enterprise, the declination brought on by nepotism, and the arrogance and sense of entitlement that “ownership” inspires all wrapped into a single stop along the highway.

If you ignore price and attitude, and just look at the place, it’s a quaint little spot with a beautiful view. Of course, you’re in Big Sur, so it’s tough to find a spot along the highway that doesn’t have a beautiful view. The food in the restaurant is OK but certainly not great – about what you’d expect in a cafe along the highway. The rooms are tiny little things cut out of a strip-style building – quaint, quite small, and very old. The room I stay in is very run down with a pretty lousy bed and plumbing that not only doesn’t work right, but is in a state of “half-repair”. Whoever takes care of that sort of thing will finish the job when they get around to it.

But hey, that’s OK with me, my standards for motel rooms are extremely low. I’m usually happy to stay in a small-town motel that costs $35/night, knowing full-well that it’s gonna be just like this.

The problem is, this room is a couple hundred dollars a night. Really. And the meals are proportionately overpriced. There’s a sucker in every crowd, and this night I resigned myself to being that sucker. I need a warm place to stay for the night, and they have a warm (well mostly) room for me to rent. I’m able to look at the proprietors in a light that accepts that they’re running a business, and they’ve made choices about how they want to run that business. I don’t like it, but I want what they have to sell, and am willing to pay for it.

Through the evening, I come to see balance in the situation with the Lucia Lodge and the family that runs it. The Lucia family isn’t perfect, and they could use some lessons in customer service for sure. They’re prices are too high by a lot, and they appear to have been blinded by the arrogance of “ownership”. But they’re a family business trying to make a living in a remote area, and I’m OK giving ‘em my business tonight.

After I order, a fella at a nearby table starts up a conversation. Turns out he’s a cyclist too. His name is Dave Meyers, and he lives up in northern California. He’s following the same route I am to Paso Robles tomorrow. We share a bit of good conversation over supper, and I learn quite a bit from him about minimalist touring on a bicycle.

When I started out on this trip, I thought I was carrying a pretty small pack of gear. Something between 15 and 20 pounds. I’d included some “nice to have’s”, but felt justified as I kept the total weight down to under 20 pounds (without water of course). Dave carries a tiny little bag that weighs in at about 7 pounds. Less than half my weight.

I’m fascinated by Dave’s approach, and when this trip is over, I’ll continue to correspond with him to learn more about how he travels. For tonight, I’m feeling somewhat cocky – as I was able to pass quite a few cyclists during the day who were far less loaded than me. I’m not yet aware of the attitude change I’ll be experiencing tomorrow, so I simmer in my cocky arrogance while finishing desert…

Book Review – Blue Gold

Blue Gold: A Kurt Austin Adventure from the NUMA series
by Paul Kemprecos and Clive Cussler
Author’s website

While this series is published under the banner of the Clive Cussler stable, Mr Kemprecos is an author I’m really coming to appreciate. He has really created some wonderful characters here, and this – the second in the series – continues to evolve and enhance these characters.

In this one, Austin and his sidekicks rescue the world’s water supply from corporate domination and control, meeting a new but short-lived love interest along the way.

I’m a fan after two, and will continue to read this series to fill the “adventure novel junkie” inside me.

 

Book Review – River God

River God: A Novel of Ancient Egypt
by WIlbur Smith
Author’s website

Wow, this is two new authors in a row that I really like.

Wilbur Smith has been writing novels for a lot of years, and I guess he has quite a following, but he’s new to me.

Bottom line: I really like his writing and his storytelling.

This is a story set in the time of Egypt when the Hyksos invaded and conquered the country, introducing the chariot to the Egyptians. In doing a little googling, I was able to identify quite a number of folks who weren’t happy with Mr. Smith’s adherence to actual historical events. As a lover of historical fiction, I like it a lot when a story follows the line of known history pretty closely, but have to say that the fact that this one may have strayed quite a bit from accepted history doesn’t bother me much.

The major events that underpin the story seem sound to me. The Hyksos invaded and conquered Egypt, the Egyptians learned from them, Egyptian culture may have been weak and full of corruption at the time. From that, Mr, Smith weaves a wonderful tale in the voice of a highly respected slave and eunuch, one that is quite an inventor, politician, thinker, and leader.

His characters are really well formed and crafted, and it’s quite easy to fall into complete empathy and understanding of each of them as the story unfolds. This is one I listened to from Audible, and the narrator was really quite good as well.

His subsequent stories in this series haven’t been rated as highly as this one, but I loved this one enough that I’ll try the next one or two anyway.

I’d like to give this 4.5 stars, but will err on the high side since the narration was so good as well.

 

Lucia Lodge and the Arrogance of Ownership

As soon as the land of any country has all become private property, the landlords, like all other men, love to reap where they never sowed, and demand a rent even for its natural produce.
~Adam Smith, Wealth of Nations

On my bicycle ride across the West this summer, I ended up in a little lodge along the coast at a place called Lucia. This was my second night out, and came at the end of a wonderful day of enjoying the Big Sur coastline.

While Lucia shows up as a town on some maps, it’s really not a town at all. It may have been an actual town in the past, but now all that’s there is a lodge and restaurant. Seems the property has been in the same family’s hands for several generations. They have a great spot – right on the coast – and they offer lodging and dining in a beautiful setting.

In many ways, it’s a shining example of free enterprise, the declination brought on by nepotism, and the arrogance and sense of entitlement that “ownership” inspires all wrapped into a single stop along the highway.

If you ignore price and attitude, and just look at the place, it’s a quaint little spot with a beautiful view. Of course, you’re in Big Sur, so it’s tough to find a spot along the highway that doesn’t have a beautiful view. The food in the restaurant is OK but certainly not great – about what you’d expect in a cafe along the highway. The rooms are tiny little things cut out of a strip-style building – quaint, quite small, and very old. The room I stay in is very run down with a pretty lousy bed and plumbing that not only doesn’t work right, but is in a state of “half-repair”. Whoever takes care of that sort of thing will finish the job when they get around to it.

But hey, that’s OK with me, my standards for motel rooms are extremely low. I’m usually happy to stay in a small-town motel that costs $35/night, knowing full-well that it’s gonna be just like this.

The problem is, this room is a couple hundred dollars a night. Really. And the meals are proportionately overpriced.

It’s the free market at work. This is the only lodge and dining along the highway for miles, and there will be a certain number of tourists that won’t have any choice but to pay those prices. Many will book online, with high expectations for the price, and will just have to live with disappointment. Their cancellation policy is quite strict – you can’t check-in until 3:00, but they don’t accept cancellations after 2:00. If you show up and are outraged at the price, you’re past the point you can cancel, and your card is charged, so you might as well stay.

I’m on vacation, and I’m OK with a reasonable fleecing now and again. So tonight, I’m getting fleeced – I might as well enjoy it. At least I’ve got a warm room to sleep in, and a beautiful view. The warm shower feels wonderful, though their wireless isn’t working, (sorry, no discount for that additional insult). I do a little writing, then walk up to the lodge for an early supper.

It’s warm and quaint in the cafe portion of the lodge. It’s less than half full – a highway closure has dramatically reduced the tourist traffic. A couple walks in, obviously looking around for a place to sit. I listen as the waitress asks them if they’re here for dinner, and they say they’re probably just going to sit and have coffee. They’re an older couple, with a Scandinavian accent. In keeping with their culture, they’re extremely polite as the waitress tells them they can get coffee at the general store next door, making it plain she doesn’t want them taking up dining room space if they’re only going to spend the price of coffee.

It seems everyone who works here is “part of the family”. They’ve developed an arrogance over the years, and a sense of entitlement to use this little piece of paradise they “own” to take every possible penny from every possible traveler. They’ve been blessed with a wonderful place in a beautiful location, but their connection to this wonderful little corner of paradise has been twisted. They don’t seem to see it as a gift and blessing that also allows them to make a living. Instead, I get the feeling they see it as a cash cow to milk for all it’s worth.

Many years ago, when I was immersed in Corporate America, I sat in a meeting where the CEO was railing at his management team about poor profit performance. It was a smaller company by today’s standards, and there was clearly frustration around the table at economic conditions that were making it difficult to get the profit margins we had seen in previous years. The CEO was more frustrated than any of us, and he slammed his fist on the table as he stated with absolute conviction that, “we have a moral right to make a profit.”

I think he truly believed those words when he spoke them. He was a decent and “good” man, kind in many ways. He had built a profitable enterprise with many years of hard work. I think he truly believed that he was “entitled” to make a profit – it was his moral right as a hard-working entrepreneur.

At the time I was stunned, but over the years I’ve come to accept this attitude as pretty darned common in the culture and economy we’ve created. We’ve evolved (or devolved perhaps) back toward the feudal mentality that was common before the Enlightenment period when our country was conceived and born. Back in those olden days when there were Lords – those with property and wealth, and there were the rest of the common chattel – those who had to just eek out a living at the pleasure of the Lords.

We’ve come to believe that as we build wealth and “own” things, our rights and privileges increase proportionately. Especially as it relates to ownership of land and property. “Owning” property makes me almost divine, as a little piece of Creation is “mine” to control and do whatever I want with. Such power!

The Lucia family “owns” this wonderful little corner of creation. A tired old couple from another country is enjoying our country’s beautiful coastline, and wants to sit by a warm fire and enjoy a cup of coffee and maybe a little desert. There are those of us in the room who’d love to sit by them and share their story. Their presence will help fill the mostly empty room, and warm it with human kindness. The “owner” sees none of this – she sees only a set of pockets, and weighs only how much silver she can move from their pocket to hers.

I’m conflicted by this, as I suspect any American reader would be. On the one hand, I absolutely support free enterprise, as well as the marketplace pricing and property ownership principles that underpin it. At the same time, it’s clear to me that there’s a selfish streak inside most of us that will allow lust for profit to rapidly turn the steering rudder of our life toward tyranny under the yoke of ownership.

In many cases, the free market will weed out those who succumb to that lust, as somebody else will just build a place down the road that offers a better product at a lower price. Unfortunately, this process is often corrupted by regulation that protects those who already have the property and ownership. In this case, I have no idea why someone else hasn’t put up a couple double-wide trailers down the road to take advantage of the bonanza, but have to assume there must be some regulation that prevents this, but has grandfathered in the Lucia property.

I’m further conflicted here because this is a family operation. It’s a business that a family runs together. I love this. I run a family business with my son. I write and lament often about the loss of the family business, about how big companies have driven the small family operation out of existence. In my own life, I’m usually happy to pay more to do business with local merchants. I’ll always choose a locally owned restaurant over a chain – the prices are comparable, the service is usually fine, and I’m supporting a local family rather than some big multi-national conglomerate. I’ll always look for the hardware store rather than the big box for the same reason. I avoid Walmart’s with a passion.

Here’s this little family operation, and I want to support ‘em. It appears they have 3 generations of folks working at the place. It may be that as their family has grown, they’ve continued to simply expect the business to generate bigger and bigger piles of cash to support more and more people, and the way they’ve done that is to just keep raising prices and spending as little as possible on upkeep.

Every farm family across the country has faced this issue over the last 2 or 3 generations. Increasing farm productivity has meant that prices for farm goods (adjusted for inflation) have dropped continually for dozens of years. An acre of farm land supports fewer and fewer farmers each year. As farm families have grown up, the vast majority of the kids have had no choice but to leave for the city to find work – the farm simply can’t support them.

The difference may be that in the case of a place like Lucia, they’re not producing a commodity like beans where “the market” will define the price. In Lucia, they can keep raising their prices, because demand for a little place to stay right there on the coast is high enough to support their continued increasing prices. The only way a “market” would start to set their price for them is if a competitor opened down the road.

In many ways, it is like the farm analogy I referred to earlier. On the family farm, the dollars of profit from the operation will support a dwindling number of family member, because of dramatically increased productivity. The Lucia clan appears to have many family members that they’re trying to keep employed from an operation that is essentially locked into a particular size, so net “productivity” may have decreased over the years, and they’ve correspondingly continued to increase the price.

The outcome seems fairly predictable. Either someone will offer competition, which will drive the price down and force better service, lower prices, and fewer family members on the payroll, or they’ll collapse under their own weight, as bad reviews slow the flow of folks willing to endure poor service at high prices, and their continued low efficiency grinds things to a halt.

Of course, I’m conjecturing all of this off a very few observations. For all I know they’re business is great now and will continue to be great in the future regardless of what appears to be poor service and efficiency. But it strikes a real chord of contemplation inside me as I sit in the dining room. I’m such a huge fan of small, family run businesses, and here’s an example of one that I’m not a huge fan of. Ten years from now, this place might be gone, and some big multi-national hotel will be on this site, and I’ll lament the loss of the little Lucia Lodge, forgetting the poor service and efficiency.

There’s a balance in all this. There’s no perfect solution to anything. With any way of doing things, there’ll be both bonuses and penalties. I need to realize this whenever I fall into the natural human tendency to long for “good old days” or “that better way” I know about. The Lucia family isn’t perfect, and they could use some lessons in customer service for sure. They’re prices are too high by a lot, and they appear to have been blinded by the arrogance of “ownership”. But they’re a family business trying to make a living in a remote area, and I’m OK giving ‘em my business tonight.

Midwest Book Review give Peace at the Edge of Uncertainty 5 Stars

Midwest Book Review Peace at the Edge of Uncertainty a 5-Star review in July.

Here’s the link, under the  Religion/Spirituality Shelf.

Here’s what they had to say:

“No one knows everything, and coming to terms with such a frightening aspect is key to finding peace. “Peace at the Edge of Uncertainty” is an inspirational spirituality book from Neil Hanson, states that not only is uncertainty not worth fearing, but it should be embraced. His wisdom speaks with some ideas that at first sight, aren’t clear, but he does well in clarifying and providing sound advice. “Peace at the Edge of Uncertainty” states that certainty is a myth, and makes for a thoughtful and uplifting read.”

The Space Between

It’s in the space between one thing and another thing where life’s defined. Those times of transition, where we gather pile a ceremonial cairn of what got us to this point, and turn toward the next. Dorothy and her retinue in Oz needed to make a harrowing pilgrimage to end up on that dais, only to watch in disbelief as what she had believed with all her heart would be the method of her transition floated away without her.

Only in that moment of heartbreak – the space between the hope of the previous moment and the promise of the next –   could she see the bubble of transition, and where it needed to come from.

“Click the ruby slippers 3 times and say …”

I just published a post at Prairie Eden’s website, where I talked about this little window of transition our perennial gardens are going through this time of year in Colorado, mentioning that for the designer of physical space, it’s often the space between things that’s more important than the things themselves.

I recently made my own little pilgrimage of sorts, though I didn’t look at it that way when I planned it. It was simply an adventure – a bicycle ride from Monterey, California back to Colorado where I live. The first 2/3 of it I rode by myself, and the last third with a friend. I’ll be blogging about that ride quite a bit in the upcoming weeks and months, and have posted a summary from which I’ll link to all the other posts as I write them. So far, I’ve only published the summary and first day.

When I arrived at Monterey, I dropped my rented car off at the airport. That point of transition between the drive out and the ride back stands out clearly in my mind. I turned in the keys at the Hertz counter, and got my bike all arranged and packed up. After a quick stop in the mens room, I dropped the jeans and t-shirt that I’d worn on the drive out into a trash can, and rolled my bike out through the sliding doors of the airport into the California sunshine.

I remember looking around a bit as I dropped those traveling clothes into the trash, wondering if the action would look odd to folks. Nobody was looking. The moments of transition I was moving through only had significance for me – not for anybody else. To everyone else, I was just a strange guy wheeling a bicycle through an airport.

I think spaces of transition in our lives are like that most of the time. They consume us as we’re transformed by them, but to those around us, we’re just a strange guy with a bicycle…

 

Book Review – Chasing Francis

Chasing Francis
by Ian Cron
Author’s website

I’m not sure how I ended up downloading this book to my Kindle – I think it was a long-standing admiration I have for Francis of Assisi along with the description of the book. Whatever it was, I’m delighted it ended up on my Kindle, because I really enjoyed reading this story.

It’s fiction, written a bit like a long parable. It’s the story of a young evangelical preacher, and his crisis with faith.

Here’s the author’s (or publicist’s) description of the book:

Author, musician and speaker Ian Morgan Cron sheds new light on the legacy of St. Francis of Assisi, “the Last Christian.” Cron masterfully weaves actual accounts from the life of Saint Francis’ into the fictional story of Chase Falson, a New England minister on a pilgrimage to regain his faith. It’s an amazing story with profound implications for the contemporary church. Read the story, and then learn even more about St. Francis’ radical activism and theology in the robust forty-page study guide.

While at times the story is predictable and over-simplified, I don’t really find this as a fault within the context of this book and this story, as I think it makes the story more accessible for a broader audience.

The story itself is a wonderful one, connecting the church of several hundred years ago with the church of today, helping the reader to see the “unity” or “catholic” of western Christianity. It’s so easy for Protestants today to see ourselves as quite separate from the Catholic Church, but this story does a really good job of illuminating the sameness of both the bright spots and the blemishes. I also very much enjoyed the fact that the author stayed away from doctrine, and talked about the real heart of the Faith, drawing a line from Jesus to Francis, then extending it forward and wondering where it can be connected today.

In all fairness, I have to say that I suspect the author’s view of Christianity is similar to my own. When this happens, it’s always easier to find the good in a book. Notwithstanding this caveat, I do think this is an excellent first book by a young author. I suspect that folks who are firmly entrenched in a right-wing sort of fundamentalist, with no desire to hear a different point of view, won’t like the book. I also suspect that folks who are firmly anti-Christian for whatever reason, with no desire to hear a different point of view, won’t like this book. However, for that vast center of western Christianity – folks with good and legitimate questions who find themselves on the edge of faith crisis from time to time – folks who wonder why the Christianity we practice today seems so distant from the life Jesus led – I think those folks will find this book educational, entertaining, and inspiring.

I highly recommend it!

New Review by Janette Fuller

New Review by Janette Fuller

Janette Fuller published a new 5-star review of Peace at the Edge of Uncertainty last week – check out her comments here. I really appreciate Jannette’s comments! A reviewer named Red Haircrow reviewed the book last week as well, and gave the book only 3 or 4 stars (depending on which review site.) He doesn’t like spiritual books, and readily admits he was probably not the right reviewer for this book. I greatly appreciate that he took the time and energy to review the book even though it’s not a genre he normally reviews.

This points out to me again, (and Janette Fuller mentions this too in her 5-star review), that this is a book that some people will love and some people won’t. I suppose that’s the case with any book, but in this case, the subject matter is quite intertwined with our spiritual outlook. There are lots of folks in the world who want nothing to do with discussions of a spiritual nature, and often become angry and offended when any sort of spiritual discussion emerges. I think those folks aren’t going to like the book.

This is unfortunate, as when I wrote the book, it was my hope to reach out to some of these folks. I wanted to let these folks know that asking questions and wondering wasn’t the same as adopting and accepting dogma and doctrine. There’s lots of mystery in the world, and finding peace with the uncertainty surrounding that mystery is a good thing.

So, thanks Janette for the excellent review, and thanks Red Haircrow for taking the time and energy to review a book that clearly falls outside the realm of the sort of book you enjoy and want to review!