Review – The Camel Club by David Baldacci

I liked this story. I was a little put off by the way the author put the dialogue together, when a character would be having discussion that was not at all realistic to the situation. It was the way the author presented background information – he had the character’s tell it as part of their dialogue. This is fine, except with the discussion isn’t at all realistic to the situation.

A bit of a mystery, a bit of an adventure story, and a bit of intrigue, wrapped around pretty good character development. That’s how I’d describe this book. I’d recommend it to folks who like political intrigue stories, to folks who enjoy good character development, and to folks who enjoy rooting for the underdog.

Before reading this, I saw a couple reviews from folks who seemed to think this story had a political agenda, and that seemed to reduce the value of the writing and the story to them. It seemed to me that the author presented a scenario, and presented background information on the scenario that gave many sides to the issue. If you like your politics and your dilemmas served up from just a single pre-judged perspective, without the benefit of seeing things from the other guy’s perspective, then I suppose this book would bother you. It does present the perspective of folks who we rarely get to hear from. Personally, I don’t like having my opinions and perspectives force-fed to me – I like heading many sides to a story so I can decide for myself. I liked that this book did that.

Having said that, for those who (like me) enjoyed the book, it appears from the author’s website that he decided to turn this idea into a series. I’ll read another one for sure, in hopes that the little annoying dialogue thing I mentioned earlier improves.

1st Place EVVY Award – Inspirational Category

Peace at the Edge of Uncertainty received 3 prestigious EVVY awards a couple weeks ago at the annual CIPA Awards Dinner. Read more about the awards here.

The three awards it received were:

  • First Place – Inspirational Category
  • Second Place – Non-fiction Category
  • Third Place – Spiritual Category

Thanks very much to CIPA and others for this honor. This puts the book in the company of some really fine books, and I appreciate it!

1st Place - Inspirational Category

Rubbing Shoulders With Need – Helping 103

Here’s a quote I read recently from Chabad.com: “The very fact you know about someone who is in trouble means that in some way you are able to help. Otherwise, why would this knowledge have entered your world?”

Why, indeed?

After all, the world is packed full of disaster and hardship. Every minute of every day, really bad things are happening someplace in the world, and there’s something you could do to help in many of those cases.

It could be completely overwhelming. You could become paralyzed by the sheer magnitude of the help that others need in this world.

For that matter, there are places in your own life where you can use help, right? There are folks in the world who have the ability to provide some of that help to you, though you are one of countless places where their help could be of value.

My Lord, how’s a person to know what to do, where to give help, how to give help, where to ask for help?

Every day, your journey takes you down the path of life. That path moves you through some tight quarters, where your life brushes up against the lives of others. You rub a shoulder here, you bump an elbow there.

And in the process, you glimpse the ability to help now and again. A gift offered to you – the opportunity to give and to help.

Otherwise, why would you have brushed up against the understanding of the need?

 

Zero Sum – Giving 102

When something is finite, transactions are always zero sum. That is, there’s only so much of the thing, so for someone to see a gain, someone else sees a loss. Nothing grows, it only changes hands.

It’s an economic theory, or game theory. Like cutting a cake – if somebody gets a bigger slice, somebody else gets a smaller slice. It’s a perspective that sees life as a ledger sheet, and in order for my ledger column to grow, someone else’s must shrink.

Living life with a “zero sum” outlook is why we have wars. It’s why most violent crime occurs. If there’s a devil, he works hard to help us see all of life as a zero-sum enterprise.

“Taking” results from the zero sum outlook.

Is Creation a zero-sum game in the eyes of G-d? Put aside your view of G-d for a moment – or whether or not G-d even exists – and think of the universe as it might appear through the eyes of something big enough to see it all.

The universe (or multiverse or Creation or whatever it is you choose to call the Big Picture) came into being. Most cultures and religions have fascinating Creation Myths. Scientists today see the universe as having exploded into existence with a Big Bang about 13 million years ago.

Either way, something came about that wasn’t taken from something else, right? I don’t know any science or Creation Myth that talks about our universe or world being created by taking a world from someone else.

It was Created, or it rose into existence in some way.

Giving is like that too. We’re prisoners inside the walls of our existence, and the key that releases us from that prison is the gift we receive when we give.

It’s not zero-sum. In giving, what we receive is far greater than what we give.

If there’s a G-d, He works hard to help us see all of life as a giving enterprise.

 

Review – Lonesome Dove by Larry McMurtry

The short version of the review is that this book stands on its own as one I really enjoyed.

Now, there are some caveats I need to get through.

I like to read things in order. McMurtry wrote his Lonesome Dove “series” in somewhat reverse order, starting with Lonesome Dove, then writing the prequels (Comanche Moon and Dead Man’s Walk). I figured that reading them in the right chronological order (the reverse of how he wrote them) would have me reading his best work first since I would assume he would develop and improve as a writer.

I was wrong. I have no idea why McMurtry wrote the prequels to this story, and I’ll review those in another post. On this post I want to focus only on Lonesome Dove, the first of the three that he wrote, and the one I truly enjoyed.

McMurtry creates some truly memorable characters in Gus and Call. The two characters are built of many of the sorts of building blocks that most men want to be built of, but they also have some of the crumbling mortar holding those blocks together that we’ve all endured and developed in our flawed lives.

Call is the perfect picture of the man who hides everything he doesn’t really want to look at deep inside hard work and long hours. He is a wonderful image of that “lone wolf” that so many of us feel inside our heart. McMurtry does a great job of letting the weakness and flaws of those sorts of building blocks shine through brightly. For an introvert like myself, Call is a wonderful hero character.

Gus is the true “star”. He displays the easygoing and fun-loving spirit that most men with they could find within themselves. He loves whiskey and women, and never misses a chance for a card game and a tumble in the hay. He’s the perfect image of irresponsible fun most men wish they could get in closer touch with. With the upside that when the chips are down and the important work needs to get done, Gus is always there. He’s learned what’s really important in life, and that’s what he focuses on.

While there were a few places where the story felt a bit draggy, they were few and far between. I would absolutely recommend this to any man, and particularly to men of my age who grew up idolizing “The Western”. Women might enjoy it as well – his writing really is romantic in many respects. In fact, that’s probably what I really enjoy about it – the mix of adventure, introspection, and romance.

I like 4.5 stars, but don’t have an image for that, so I’ll go ahead and give it 5.

Larry McMurtry Website

 

 

Review – Born to Run by Christopher McDougall

Born to Run tells the story of a fella who goes to Mexico to learn more about a tribe of super-endurance runners. He meets some great characters, and along the way, helps to organize an ultra-endurance event where some of the best in America run with the folks who’ve been doing it for generations.

However, the real beauty of the book is the wonderful way McDougall weaves http://www.chrismcdougall.com/ story into the story of how he became a better runner, and how others have done the same.

In addition, there’s some really good little snippets in there about some truly amazing athletes.

I’m a cyclist not a runner, but have to say that after reading this book, I’m actually motivated to do a little running. I’ve always considered myself “too dense” to run – meaning I don’t want to mess with my joints with my heavy-boned jarring. However, the book is really targeted as guys like me – offering some hope that we can join in the fun as well.

Chris McDougall’s Website

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Budget Truth – Will We Finally Care?

For those who are highly partisan one way or the other politically, My comments are likely to upset you again. Notice how I said that – folks on both sides are equally pissed off.

I’ve said before in my blogs that although I’m registered as a Republican, most modern Republicans don’t like me saying that – I’m not “their brand” of Republican.

I think for myself rather than blindly following the orders given by the elite masters in charge of the party. Lest someone think I’m picking on Republicans, the Democrats have their own version of elite masters telling Democrats what to think and say as well. Everybody nice and pissed off already?

I want to talk about the budget today, in terms simple enough for me to understand. Those who are zombified by their party elite will spout whatever trash they’ve been fed, but the reality of federal budgets is a lot less partisan than the elite would like us to believe.

There are several good sites out there that a person can use to explore what really makes up the budget, and how we might re-prioritize how we spend our federal dollars. This is the part we need to focus on – the spending side. Here are a couple sites where you can try your hand at it:

Center for Economic and Policy Research

NY Times site

Baltimore Sun site

The Committee for a Responsible Federal Budget

Budget Hero Site

What you’ll find is that depending on which site you use, there are some constraints on what your options are. I found that in some cases, I wanted to do parts of some options rather than the whole thing. That’s OK – you can still get the message.

And the message is this: We’re in deep dodo. All those partisan talking points about getting rid of one program or the other have almost no real impact on the budget as a whole. To have any real impact on the budget as a whole, our options really come down to these:

  • Dramatically revamp how we spend money providing physical defense of our borders, in order to bring significant reductions in defense spending.
  • Dramatically revamp how we spend money providing social defense within our borders on what are called “entitlement programs”, in order to bring significant reductions in entitlement spending.
  • Return our federal income tax structure to something that looks more like the tax structure that we had in place during the 50’s and 60’s in our country.

There are two sides to the budget – money coming in and money going out, right? Just like our household budget. Congress is in complete control of whether or not we need to go into debt each year, because they decide how much we spend, and how much we take in.

As you look historically at the debt in our nation, remember that the debt is really very simple – the President works to set an agenda, and may propose a budget, then the President and Congress negotiate to arrive at spending priorities. This defines how much gets spent. The income side is even more simple – tax legislation defines how much revenue the government takes in to fund these things we’ve decided we want to spend money on.

Congress and the President work together, and they decide whether or not they want to plunge the country deeper in debt. Every year.

Starting in around 1980, Congress and the President started to get the notion that higher debt was really more OK than it had been in the past. As a Republican this makes me very ashamed, because this precedent began under Republican leadership. Of course, Reagan had the help of Democrats who let him set this agenda – an agenda based on this newly coined “Trickle Down Economics” notion. (A notion that George Bush senior described as Voodoo Economics).

History has proven George Bush senior right on this. Our country was in stagnation caused by the efforts of the Fed to curb inflation. When I bought my first home back in 1979 or 1980, my interest rate was something like 10% or 12%. Rates like that would plunge our country today into receivership. Thank goodness that at the time, our economy was strong enough to withstand such pressure.

At the time, folks were living pretty well. Wages were high, and unemployment was fairly low (by today’s standards). But our leaders were terrified of inflation, and in the latter part of the Carter administration, The Fed attacked inflation with a vengeance, driving interest rates up to those crippling rates.

During the Reagan administration, when the Fed began to lower interest rates, the economy picked up again. Just like today – look around at what has kept our nose above water for the last decade – incredibly low interest rates.

That part’s real simple. But then, while we were digging out of the mess that the Fed created, the neoliberals decided to try selling us the great fiction of the 20th century. They pedaled this notion that by lowering tax rates on the wealthiest Americans, you’d stimulate the economy. They timed it perfectly, because as the economy picked up as a result of falling interest rates, folks started to buy into the Voodoo Economics that they’d been sold.

In reality, while you can always get someone in the scientific or economic community to agree with nearly any wacko theory, the preponderance of credible economists will agree that tax rates have far less effect on economic stimulation than we were led to believe.

Use common sense to think about it. During the 1950’s, the American economy was booming and growing. Most folks see it as the real heyday of our “American Dream”. Underneath that robust and expanding economy were federal income tax rates as high as 94%. That’s right – the highest tax rates in our history correspond with the best economic growth in our history.

Not to say one caused the other – quite the opposite – the two things simply have little or no impact on one another. You don’t need an overpaid economist to use common sense and look at real history.

But the neoliberals did a great job of selling this myth to a public all too willing to gobble it up. After all, their myth included lower taxes – who doesn’t want to pay lower taxes? Why on earth wouldn’t we want to believe that?

Why does this matter? Because lowering the tax rates caused the debt to explode. Cut your revenue stream, increase your spending, and the result is very predictable. Exploding debt. We were increasing defense spending like crazy, and cutting the revenue we have to pay for that increased spending.

Folks, fairy tale time is over. It’s time for us to finally grow up and take responsibility and accountability for how we’re running the country. It’s unfortunate that for the past 30 years, we’ve been electing folks who seem bound and determined to run us into bankruptcy, but let’s put that in the past. Let’s be big boys and girls, and refuse to listen to the partisan pranks and dribble that will continue from both parties.

Can anyone who really looks at the numbers think we don’t need to raise taxes? For the past 30 years, the tax breaks we keep giving ourselves have proven to be nothing but a way of running up credit card debt. We were fools. George Bush senior was right – it’s all been voodoo economics. We’re going to have to be careful how we do it, but if you think we can avoid it, you need to go on back and sit down in the fairy tale circle with the other little ones, and look forward to milk and cookies and a nap. And the tooth fairy will be here soon.

On the spending side, we need to attack the big dollar items in our budget. That means entitlements and defense. And let’s face it, our defense spending is beyond absurd. We spend almost as much on defense as the rest of the world combined. Think about that. Staggering and absurd. Why couldn’t we figure out a way to spend twice as much as the next country on the list – who happens to be China? If we did that, we could cut our military spending down to less than a third of what we spend today – almost down to a fourth!

Wow! Just make our military spending twice what the next biggest spender in the world spends, and we save 600 or 700 BILLION DOLLARS A YEAR! Cutting that kind of spending out of the economy will have lots of consequence, as it will no matter where you cut if.

For example, most folks would like to see entitlements cut. But let’s open up the concept of entitlements to include all government giveaways – not just the giveaways to poor folks or old folks. Let’s not leave out cut to poor folks or old folks – but lets make sure we’re cutting all across the board – poor folks and rich folks and everything in-between. I say that, and it makes me wonder why on earth I as a taxpayer would be handing out giveaways to rich and middle-class folks anyway. I guess I get why we’d be helping poor folks and old folks – agree or not with the concept these are folks who need help. But why are middle-class and rich folks on the dole?

Fodder for another post, but just keep in mind, as with military spending cuts, cutting here is going to reduce jobs that people have, and will reduce money that’s currently part of the spending cycle of our economy.

Bottom line – I’m hoping more people will turn off the absurd partisan talking heads that run our media this coming election cycle, and think for themselves. We spent 30 years digging a deep hole of debt. Both Democrats and Republicans had shovels in their hands. But We The People bear the ultimate responsibility for the fact that we sat around in the fairytale circle and let the neoliberals play pranks with our economy, and shuffle vast sums of our nations wealth into the pockets of the wealthy elite on the world stage.

As a Republican, I’m ashamed that my party has been the biggest supported of this neoliberal crap, but we’ve needed the help of Democrats to get it done.

Will we fall for that same old line of crap again? My hope and prayer is that real voters in both parties expel the neoliberals and neoconservatives, and let’s get back to real conservative, progressive, and liberal foundations.

 

 

The Shape Of Help – 101

I suspect most folks have the same kind of angst that I’ve had lately about the disaster in Japan. We see folks in great need, and there’s something deep inside us that wants to reach out and help in some way.

There are lots of relief agencies who will supply resources as they can, and we can surely contribute resources to these sorts of agencies. Generally when this sort of disaster happens, resources pour into relief agencies, but there’s always the logistical bottleneck at the point of disaster – trying to find a way to get the resources to the point where they can really help.

For those of us who give the resources, we have some feeling that we’ve done something to help, albeit a distant hand offered through many brokers in-between. Detached.

I knew someone once who would get wild hairs to “help someone”. Once, at the end of a dinner among several people, she insisted we box up the many leftovers and give them to homeless folks someplace. We were in a town none of us knew, but we boxed up leftovers and ended up somewhere we probably shouldn’t have been, finding a way to share the leftovers with folks who seemed to want them.

At the time, I thought the exercise silly and of little value. It seemed to me that all we were doing was soothing someone’s guilty conscience about being more well-off than others, but we weren’t really doing anything effective to solve the problem of homelessness or feeding people. We all humored her, and she got to feel warm and fuzzy inside, like she’d really done something.

That’s how I felt at the time.

Looking back, I still see some amount of silliness in what we did that evening. But far less than I did at the time. She did, after all, reach out with real help to someone who needed it. She looked them in the eye and food went from her hand to theirs. Well actually, it was me looking them in the eye, and my hand doing the handoff, since it was clear we were not in the safest place in town. But still…

It was a true gesture of of personal help to someone. Did we spend more in gas delivering the help than the help was worth? Maybe, but I doubt the guy who ate well that night as a result of the gesture thought much about it. Or cared.

Our world is so fractured these days, and people are so insulated from each other. True interactions of deep engagement between one human and another are becoming more rare all across the globe. We see someone who needs help, but the only “reasonable” way we can offer help is to send a check to some relief agency, and hope a reasonable portion of the money is used in a wise way.

Mind you, I’m not arguing against relief agencies in any way – these folks do excellent work all across the globe, and the world needs them to continue their excellent missions.

What I think I’m arguing for is something extremely personal. True compassion and true giving come from the most personal and deep place in our heart. Most of us can’t really give that sort of help across the Pacific. Those opportunities for real and personal giving are much closer to us every single day.

I write a lot about the “circle of giving” thing. It’s different than a “ledger”, which is very binary and linear. In a ledger, I give a thing, and I get a checkmark for something I receive in return. It’s scorekeeping. When you keep score, it’s a transaction that ends as soon as the box in the ledger sheet is filled in.

The Giving Circle isn’t a ledger, but only works at a very personal level. Inside each of us is a deep and abiding compassion for others. At its most powerful, this compassion emerges as I reach my hand out to help someone else. As they reach their hand back to me, and accept the help, the circle becomes complete and grows. Their acceptance of my help “gives back” to me as a deep fulfillment of that desire within my heart to help others.

No ledger. No scorekeeping. Pure and simple sharing of compassion and gratitude, each feeding the other. A complete circle of giving.

Compassion that keeps a ledger feeds the ego. It’s a sense of pity for others who might have less good fortune.

Compassion that builds a Giving Circle is born of humility. Understanding the suffering of another allows the voice of our desire to give, and opens the heart to receive the gift of acceptance and gratitude in return. Giving becomes a privilege, and honor, and a gift received.

I’m a reasonable and practical person. There’s both good and bad in that. When it comes to “giving”, maybe it’s time we looked for “unreasonable” ways to help. Maybe we should look for opportunities to get in the car and deliver some food to somebody who needs it.

There’s nothing reasonable about true compassion.

Arguing With The Rock

As a teenager, I remember a friend commenting to me that he’d never met anyone who liked to argue as much as my dad did. He was sure, in fact, that if you put a rock down in front of my dad, he’d find something to argue with it about.

I’d never thought about it. I never really thought of the discussions my dad liked to have as “arguments”. We were taught from an early age that understanding was important, and that one of the most important tools in understanding was discussion. Real discussion – none of this “polite company” stuff. A discussion meant getting deep into the meat of an issue, and tearing it apart, and coming up with real understanding.

It wasn’t arguing really. It was exploration. Those who weren’t around my dad a lot didn’t realize that when a discussion opened up, he’d argue either side of the issue. If someone seemed to be taking “side a” in a discussion, my dad would strongly represent “side b”. If you were only around him occasionally, it was easy to think he was opinionated, and that you understood his positions. But when you knew him well, you knew that he could defend many different sides of an issue equally well.

In fact, that was an early lesson to me. Dad was insistent that hard discussion was critical to good and deep understanding, and that you should only enter into hard discussion if you could argue both sides of an issue equally well. If you could only argue one side, it only meant that you didn’t understand the other side, and only a fool argues against something he doesn’t understand.

There was great love and camaraderie in those heated discussions that we’d have as I was growing up. What felt at the time like stubborn resistance to ideas that seemed perfectly logical to me was actually relentless nudging toward the center of an issue – the only place that real truth and understanding could happen.

There were folks who would get frustrated with Dad, as he rarely let snide political comments pass unchallenged. Regardless of whether he agreed with the sentiment or not, (and you rarely knew if he did), he couldn’t abide the dishonesty that pervaded when you only presented one side of something.

The art of discussion is something I fear we’ve lost today. Few people are willing to invest the energy necessary to really understand an issue – they’d rather be told what to think by some idiot on the television screen. In an argument, folks have a set position, and victory means making a fool out of the other position, or talking over them, or bullying them. In Dad’s eyes, victory only happened when both people came away better able to argue the other side of the issue.

A good and dear friend got mad at me not long ago. His ideas seem strongly aligned with the extreme right or the extreme left politically – for this article it doesn’t really matter which it is. He’d gotten into the habit of including me in the never-ending emails produced by propaganda masters in the places where the extremes live, and forwarded to the party faithful for endless subsequent forwarding. This isn’t one side or the other – both extremes do the same thing.

The emails are generally mostly blather, with maybe the tiniest dose of the shadow of a true fact in there someplace. They’re targeted directly at the “party faithful”, to try and whip up the anti-whatever-they’re-against sentiment. They cater to those who don’t want to think for themselves.

Most of the time when I get these, I just push ‘em off to the trash can without even reading them. Now and again, I might read enough to rest assured that it’s just more blather. On one occasion, I read the blather, and was shocked at the complete lack of any fact or truth in what was being said. I shouldn’t be shocked, I know, because this is business as usual for the extremists – make stuff up and say it enough, and it no longer matters that it’s a lie.

On this occasion, though, I felt compelled to write back to my good friend, and correct some portion of the complete fiction that was in the email. My hope was to engage him in an actual discussion – really digging down into a particular issue. The result, however, was that I raised his anger at me – why couldn’t I just enjoy a little “humor”? He’s just sending this along to me in fun for crying out loud!

After a couple emails, I think we agreed that if he sent the political tripe to me, he should expect that I’d respond as-if he were looking for dialogue. (Sending an email is, after all, a form of opening a dialogue in my estimation…) I haven’t gotten any more emails…

I guess I’m glad to have less tripe in my inbox, but I’m sad that there’s now more distance between me and a friend of many years. If people have true affection and respect for one another, one of the most powerful demonstrations of that affection and respect is their ability to disagree with one another, and to explore the disagreement, and to learn from the position the other person is defending.

Or at least that’s what Dad taught us. Maybe that’s an ethic for a bygone era. Maybe today our culture teaches us we only want to engage with people who see things exactly as we see them. Maybe today, our hearts aren’t big enough for those who aren’t clones of us.Have our minds really shriveled and closed up to the point where they can only accept opinions and points of view that are already in there?

In the olden days of my father, “character” meant having the strength of ego to be wrong, the intelligence and understanding to defend many sides of an issue, and the heart to care more for friends than their opinions.
I fear our egos have become fragile and weak, our minds have become slaves to idiots on TV screens, and our hearts have shriveled to the point where we sometimes can’t see the difference between our opinions and our friends.

And I miss my friend…

The Wrecker by Clive Cussler

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The Wrecker

This is the second in the Isaac Bell series that Cussler recently introduced with co-author Justin Scott. I’m guessing that it’s really the second author who actually writes the book, and they just use Cussler’s name because it sells. I have no problem with that if Mr. Scott doesn’t. I’ve learned that I need to look at the second (real) author rather than just the Cussler name. In the case of the Isaac Bell series, I have to say I’m a real fan of Justin Scott – I absolutely love these novels – they’re by far my favorites from the Cussler stable. Set in the early 20th century, they have some really good historical aspects wound into them, and they don’t have the little political jabs and tripe that some of Cussler’s stable authors add to the story. Like The Chase, this one is centered around the railroad world of that era, and has not only excellent history, but really lets you “feel” that world in the characters.

My Rating

Author: Clive Cussler and Justin Scott
Category: Books
Genre: Adventure